Positive Today I'm Thankful For vs. Still Standing and Keeping it Simple

I am thankful for Bluelight. Been here since I was a minor, im in my 30s now.
One thing that has kept me here so long is change. Watching people grow and overcome hell, and turn out to be okay and over came the obstacles in the end. That* makes me so thankful for Bluelight ❤️
That's some real conversation, it has been an honor growing up with you folks.
 
some time alone to reassess wtf is really going on.
not spending money on OD. Too scared right now tbh.
Healed cept a large portion of my back/left-side. Ribs aint no joke hope they didnt stab something I needed in there. =D
Over
 
fairly decent day.
even got a weed cookie for free (hope it wasnt fent lace ffs) so may be up late or pass out who knows...?
dont feel down or up so balance is just OK with me.
Peace
 
I drank too much cough syrup which I kind of regret but I did want to alter my mood I'm really sick coughing hurts so I justified it

If I'm honest I took enough to get high I have to reset my sobriety date I'm an alcoholic drug fiend to be downright forthright dude it's not good for me nor others so I have some soul searching to do and changes to make to my lifestyle for sure

I know that doesn't seem like something to be thankful for but I'm grateful I'm in a positive mood despite getting intoxicated on this volatile OTC junk could be a much worse relapse honest to God have been to the ER in recent years over swigging this crap didn't swig enough at once to get worrisome physical symptoms thankfully like I got last night I don't need to take more tomorrow

Godspeed maybe tomorrow won't come there's no guarantee on that
 
Food. I think a lot of people, myself as well, take its easy access for granted. Some people legit go hungry not just homeless people either. Might not be straight starvation but it costs money to eat good quality food.
 
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