Today I tried to kill Myself

Why is it that everyone thinks that every person has someone or some reason to be alive
Today I tried to kill my self 3 times cut my wrist my gf got rid of all my good razors oh yea im gay lol tried to hang myself ive gained more weight than i like and almost broke the hook in my closet and then a bag over my head holes all over smh I dont know anyone that has ever wanted to die so bad but just couldnt kill them selves I feel weak and stupid Now im sittin her bloody wrist bruised neck o and cut my hair fml Welp I just wanted to get that off my chest talk if you wanna I wouldnt mind having a real friend!!!

 

My gf just got home and she is mad thinks I have a hicky little does she know its from the sheets that almost killed me earlier I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE

 

Thanks I will check it out

 

Thank you

 

If you really wanted to die that bad, you wouldn't have failed at it 3 times. It sounds like you just want attention.

 

i failed cause all i have is a small razor and sizzors wernt sharp enough and im to fat to hang from anything if i wanted attention friends and family would have a clue that i tried thanks for your opinion though

 

Please rethink trying to kill yourself. Things may be shit for you at the moment but it won't always be like that. You won't always feel like this believe me, I have been there myself. Prove you are stronger than your problems and become a survivor. I wish you all the best mate.