that other than the things I invent in my mind to freak myself out about 8), life is GREAT! I have great friends, I have a great guy, I've got an excellent relationship with my family, I have more than basic necessities, I've got a great job. Books. Music. everything.
Today I am thankful for my father. He is doing some seriously awesome things for me. He is my best friend. Whenever I feel sad or lost, my father reminds me that I am an able and intelligent person.
I am also thankful for my friends. My life has not been easy, but my friends remind me of that which is important.
Today im thankful for my mom still being there for me through all the bullshit ive put her through with me going to jail and generally being a little prick. Also very thankful i'm not sitting in a cell right now
That I just got to spend about half an hour with a man who has been like a second father to me the last 26 years. The hospice nurse said he only had hours left and I needed to see him one more time. They said he didn't know anyone anymore and was "sleeping". He was snoring but I noticed both his eyelids were just barely opened. I saw that his right eye looked to be peeking out but his left eye was like closed. I hugged him and kissed him and spoke to him for the last time. The hospice nurse was there with me. I asked him to do me a favor when he got to the other side and he raised his eyebrows The nurse and I both knew he heard me and understood what I asked of him. He just turned 79 last week. Not long enough on this earth for a man who had so much love to give!