Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
I'm just on life, though the above was fostered in me by a multitude of psychedelic experiences over the years.
yes! always!family
It is only me, don't worry so much
Everyday i remind myself that no matter how shitty things get..... I'm above ground. It's hard to see while you're in it but since coming off heroin i've realized that if your life isn't going the way you want...... take steps and change it.
Awesome post, and I feel the same a lot myself. I get in these mental trips about how crappy things are but I have the ability these days (and I don't really think it was ever gone) to tell myself to not give up, and to work things out. Nothing is worth giving up my freedom, my life, my creativity. I need to cherish what I'm capable of instead of being scared to be a free thinker. I have felt so pushed away from wanting to succeed that I really haven't ever been able too, but I now am looking forward to my future, more and more as I understand that the time and effort I put into each day is how quickly I will achieve such things.
-dp