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Today I am thankful for... ver. 2: thankful for all the darksiders!

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Its also Mother's day here in the UK so I'll be taking mine out to lunch
 
Today, I am thankful for the ability to adapt. I have been in a point of negativity. I believe in myself and my ability to get out of this nonsense. I went out for a run early this morning, before everyone got up, and I proved myself to be a responsible human being with feelings, wants, and needs. I also am thankful that I did not blow out my bunk knee in the process.

I am thankful to be alive and very much kicking. I've underestimated the knee thing. It is no BS to have a repeated MCL tear. That means one lacks the ability to move one's knee side-to-side. I did my physical therapy, placed on freshly washed clothes. I can rest on this lazy Sunday. My orthopedist is going to rule out surgery (do not want) because I am allowing myself to heal. I can do this if I focus.

I am thankful that I will remove the negativity from my life with courage and compassion.

I am also thankful for TDS. This is a place full of wonderful people. I am happy to be among you, and even if I do not know you or respond to every thread, I wish us all the best in life - we deserve it.

<3

*edit* Happy Mother's Day to those of you in the UK and everywhere. I am not a mother and I lost my mother in adolescence. I wish for the best for the Mums wherever they reside. I have a few friends who are due to give birth, many who are parents (I'm not). Blessings to all. <3
 
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Seriously: in the Dark Side section? This should have it's own section called "The Bright Side". Or at least "The Brighter Side".

Anyways, I am thankful I just discovered this thread. Woohooh! :D
 
^ I'm a firm believer that those of us that know the "dark" side well, are capable of the most intense gratitude. In a way, when there is balance, they show themselves to be very connected.

I am thankful for everyone that cared about me and for me yesterday. It had to be one of the bleakest states I have ever experienced and seemingly out of the blue. While i was the one that had to crawl up out of the hole, the love that was shown me definitely gave me the strength to do it.<3<3<3
 
Companies like Hurricane Electric, Global Crossing, Level 3, Teliasonera, and the others who underpin the interwebs with core routers and backbone fiber to provide I.P. transit and make the internet work, such that I am able to access bluelight and all the other wonderful time wasters it has to offer. (namely, 4chan)
 
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Companies like Hurricane Electric, Global Crossing, Level 3, Teliasonera, and the others who underpin the interwebs with core routers and backbone fiber to provide I.P. transit and make the internet work, such that I am able to access bluelight and all the other wonderful time wasters it has to offer. (namely, 4chan)
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Amen to this, I've just got back from a week on the south coast where I had no internet except very slow mobile net that doesn't let me go on bluelight. (I'm too lazy to remove the stupid age restriction bullshit lock thingee)

So today I am glad for both the above, and the oasis of sanity that is TDS. Just being back here makes me feel better after a up-and-down week. I'm not sure why it does, but it does, so er... thanks TDSers. =D

Also: bumpy bump off page 2.
 
Exersise.... Ive been terribly depressed over a few years now. Constant exersise is the only thing thats keeping me going atm ( all apologies for my absenteisim here) Im still always not far just not always postin;)
 
I am thankful for emotion. The ache of sadness and the tingle of joy are both welcome in this heart of mine. I am thankful to be alive, to be healthy and to have more time to experience feeling.<3
 
Today I'm thankful for nothing.Losing my job and that's not good.
Only been unemployed once and it nearly killed me.
I have to work & if I don't I know bad things will happen. Without structure to my day I seclude myself from the world & I'm sure I will do bad things to myself.
Fuck just let me work and I will be ok without work my life will sink to depths I can't face again.
 
A BF who loves me and understands my situation. Even though he gets really mad when I come clean after lying about use, he's been there and does what he an to help me. I'm glad he's in my life.... if though it's a fucked up situation.
 
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