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Today I am thankful for... ver. 2: thankful for all the darksiders!

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Im thankfull that nobody noticed my little problem with dxm in my family and that everything is finally getting slowly better after six weeks. Heart beat slowing down and not as often high blood oressure anymore
 
Today I am thankful for the fact that I have a family that has let me take off months from work/school and not really do much while I escape my addiction and do little more than go to meetings everyday and hang out. Very thankful they are tolerating this until i go back to school in the summer/work at some point.

Actually pretty much thankful for everything, but thats what I will specifically name today.
 
^Our weather is improving too.

Today I am thankful for retaining my composure and sense of humor in the face of IRL tough stuff.

I am also thankful for the Iditarod Race! Where else can I get my fix of watching teams of happy sled dogs bravely running through the Alaskan wilderness? I have fantasized about living in Alaska for years, odd considering I was born and raised in tropical climates. If you're an animal fan *looks @ herby and n3o* you simply must see the coverage of the Iditarod sled dog race! I guess I'm just thinking about getting out into the middle of nowhere because where I am kind of sucks at the moment. :| It will get better, of that I am sure.
 
today i am thankful for AWESOME MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!
have discovered so many cool new artists this morning.
:D yippeee!
 
I am thankful for the kindness I have been blessed with as of lately. At my job and my entire life as a whole. People seem to be reaching out to me. I don't know what I did to deserve it.
 
Today I'm thankful that the posters above this post have some positive news. It is very encouraging.
 
Thankful for my mumzie. She never forgets to remind me how much I am loved and missed. I wish I could gather whatever it takes to call her a little more often.
 
my room. gentleness
and that i actually cried a little bit today, i almost never do. i guess im thankful that i'm blessed enough to have strong enough emotions to feel strongly enough to be miserable and still keep going.
thankful that i'm not alone in feeling this way. thankful that i'm a member of communities, far and wide, even with people i've never met who will be here for me.
thankful for a warm room and food and spliffs to ease a hurting day. i don't even know why i felt so bad today. nothing triggered me. nothing set me off. i've just lay in bed and cried all day. haven't done that in 2 years..
*edit* and i'm grateful for it. it's hard to cry.
 
So thankful for all of the people I have been blessed with in life. My family, my man, my friends. For the things we have been blessed with the good luck and the bad and the ability to change our destiny :).
 
Today I am thankful for the TDS itself where we can all come to when feeling at a low point and can assured of getting some words of support from someone.
Thankyou Dark Side for myself and everyone who has ever had help and kind words from fellow Bluelighters.
 
Today im thankfull to be rid of antidepressants... they are shit and dont do nothing but make me worse EVER!
Im self medicating on endorphins, Exactly what im gonna tell the doc too:p

Also thankfull for all you folks whos readin this <3
 
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