I wasn't justifying it perse 8)
it used to be worse like justifying it because it's from the earth, and from God, and i'm sure u ALL know the accompanying mentality so i'll spare u all
I think i was just trying to say that i shouldn't be doing this if my shit isn't 'air tight'....cuz that means i don't really care about my shit being airtight if it's not and im' smokin. but i guess like you said chubba....that really is justifying...damn...i gotta shake this mentality...
anyway, i don't think weed is bad perse . it's just like having a beer after work...but lemme finish, it
MUST be in moderation. i want to be able to smoke weed like i drink...i'll have a bottle in the house and it'll sit here for weeks..even months at a time...but it's opposite with weed. if it's in the house, damn skippy it's gettin smoked!
so becuz of that i had to quit...at least for now. till i'm able to handle it like a responsible human being and not a pot addict.BUT being a pot addict really started getting me sick, even though i was still doing good. cuz i knew i could be doing much better. and my ABSOLUTE nightmare is to wake up at like 40ish and realize that i've been doing drugs for more than half my life and haven't accomplished what i set out to...before i started.
and another reason why i quit is because i HATE being at a loss for words when getting stoned...or not thinking quick enuff to handle situations the way they were suppose to be handled. i can'thelp but hinking how many opportunities i missed out on because i was high...damn..i beginning to sound like Afroman...so i 'll stop here!...
anyway, just my 2 cents.
