To Lose

[FixXxer]

to lose,
the act of not winning,
too much booze,
my blood is thinning.

puking again,
feels so nice,
the relief of a disappointed friend.
why wont it end.

on the ground,
asking for the release of sound.
all of it hurting my ears,
sinking in, like the deepest of my fears.

telling my mind i can do it still,
even tho i failed, i tried my best,
the most effort i could put forth,
too bad its not good enough, who woulda guessed.

dissapointment,
the ultimate defeat,
the only reason,
why i choose not to retreat.

stay and fight,
i know i can,
somwhere i went wrong,
probably that bong.

for too long, i have been fucked,
seems like my barrel of luck, has finally run dry,
i still try,
but.... it makes me wonder why.

to lose, is to be defeated.
but, even when defeated, i still have no lost,
merely slowed down,
ill back again, jus watch.

ill win the next battle,
win it for myself,
show them that, i do know my health,
even tho its been shown in stealth.

next time i will not lose,
never agin too much booze,
hit the snooze,
its time for a leisure cruise.

 

[neverwas]

i liked the way you made this easy to familrise with.

 

[RareForm]

this one really gets me thinking..I liked this alot Fixxxer.

 

[cherub]

you have never lost in this world till the last note is sung