thatdreamer123
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I recently got 500mg of very high quality DMT.
I have done pretty large amount of research on DMT and have picked up knowledge about it for years.
When I received, my first thought was to make sure that I am completely ready for the experience before I decide to try it.
I read often that if you even need to ask yourself whether or not you are ready, you are not. Which sort of goes against my cautious nature as I am always asking myself "am I ready?" for many experiences, and I am by no means the most confident or sure of myself all the time.
While I also read a lot of people saying, no matter what you do, you're not going to be prepared by any means by what you're about to experience with DMT, and that's the beauty and truth of it.
Slowly I have begun procuring what I need to smoke it to give myself time to really get used t the idea of smoking it. The other day I went into a head shop and purchased an "oil burner", and it feels like that was the commitment. That I've gone so far as to buy the pipe and the DMT, that there is no turning back now and I don't want to turn back.
I feel like DMT has a gift for me, and it has a gift for everyone.
I do have my concerns though, as my extreme curiosity has gotten the better of me on a few occasions (namely 2 awful mushrooms trips a couple years ago), and through all my readiness I can't help but think in the back of my head that the DMT would regard my curiosity as childish and immature, and therefore punish me. That is the only recognizable factor I could see as going wrong, as that same concept is what turned my mushrooms trips into hell, thoughts like "oh boy, you've done it now, you're only a kid, what were you thinking", but those thoughts were back when I was only 15. I am 18 now, and heading to college next year.
Since those 2 terrible trips I have had 1 more mushroom trip about 6 months ago that overall went great outside of one or two difficult sections (which I believe is all part of the mushroom experience and have accepted that).
I also had an LSD trip 1.5 years ago that was 100% great without a single difficulty.
I have experience over the 3 years since I very first decided to begin experimenting with:
salvia (3 times), ketamine (3 times), mdma (~10 times), nbome (1 time), cocaine (few dozen times), methylone (once), prescription stims (dozen times) and countless times with alcohol, marijuana, and weak prescription opiates. and probably more I can't think of right now. Although never has my use ever become a problem or frequent in any sort of negative way.
I'm not trying to turn this into a "what should I take", I just figured it would be good to provide those giving me advice with a brief drug history.
But my main question here is, would you suggest smoking a light dose (10-20mg according to erowid) to get an idea of what i'm getting myself into, or is it advisable to really just take the plunge with a normal/breakthrough dose (30-60 mg??) as doing a small amount first might ruin the real experience of it?
I've also heard that, for someone who has never used an "oil burner" (me) will have a very hard time smoking DMT out of it (that one would burn/destroy the DMT and/or burn their lips) and that I should try the sandwich method instead, can any vouch for that?
Thanks a bunch! Mods, if this violates any rules it'd be awesome if you'd give me a chance to edit this!! I spent a lot of time thinking about this.
I have done pretty large amount of research on DMT and have picked up knowledge about it for years.
When I received, my first thought was to make sure that I am completely ready for the experience before I decide to try it.
I read often that if you even need to ask yourself whether or not you are ready, you are not. Which sort of goes against my cautious nature as I am always asking myself "am I ready?" for many experiences, and I am by no means the most confident or sure of myself all the time.
While I also read a lot of people saying, no matter what you do, you're not going to be prepared by any means by what you're about to experience with DMT, and that's the beauty and truth of it.
Slowly I have begun procuring what I need to smoke it to give myself time to really get used t the idea of smoking it. The other day I went into a head shop and purchased an "oil burner", and it feels like that was the commitment. That I've gone so far as to buy the pipe and the DMT, that there is no turning back now and I don't want to turn back.
I feel like DMT has a gift for me, and it has a gift for everyone.
I do have my concerns though, as my extreme curiosity has gotten the better of me on a few occasions (namely 2 awful mushrooms trips a couple years ago), and through all my readiness I can't help but think in the back of my head that the DMT would regard my curiosity as childish and immature, and therefore punish me. That is the only recognizable factor I could see as going wrong, as that same concept is what turned my mushrooms trips into hell, thoughts like "oh boy, you've done it now, you're only a kid, what were you thinking", but those thoughts were back when I was only 15. I am 18 now, and heading to college next year.
Since those 2 terrible trips I have had 1 more mushroom trip about 6 months ago that overall went great outside of one or two difficult sections (which I believe is all part of the mushroom experience and have accepted that).
I also had an LSD trip 1.5 years ago that was 100% great without a single difficulty.
I have experience over the 3 years since I very first decided to begin experimenting with:
salvia (3 times), ketamine (3 times), mdma (~10 times), nbome (1 time), cocaine (few dozen times), methylone (once), prescription stims (dozen times) and countless times with alcohol, marijuana, and weak prescription opiates. and probably more I can't think of right now. Although never has my use ever become a problem or frequent in any sort of negative way.
I'm not trying to turn this into a "what should I take", I just figured it would be good to provide those giving me advice with a brief drug history.
But my main question here is, would you suggest smoking a light dose (10-20mg according to erowid) to get an idea of what i'm getting myself into, or is it advisable to really just take the plunge with a normal/breakthrough dose (30-60 mg??) as doing a small amount first might ruin the real experience of it?
I've also heard that, for someone who has never used an "oil burner" (me) will have a very hard time smoking DMT out of it (that one would burn/destroy the DMT and/or burn their lips) and that I should try the sandwich method instead, can any vouch for that?
Thanks a bunch! Mods, if this violates any rules it'd be awesome if you'd give me a chance to edit this!! I spent a lot of time thinking about this.
