If there's a hell we're all going. So I say go for the job. You can hold a job and pursue the creative, and manage your drug use, and live a full life. I can think of one Bluelighter in particular who did just that, but I won't name names.
If there's a hell we're all going. So I say go for the job. You can hold a job and pursue the creative, and manage your drug use, and live a full life. I can think of one Bluelighter in particular who did just that, but I won't name names.
Hell yeah, I think I will. I relapsed pretty hard this weekend, but I think I got it out of my system. My last forensic psych told me that it's harm reduction to stop shooting meth, and instead socially use coke. I was pretty surprised she said that to me, but she's not totally wrong.
I think a lot of it has to do with my environment and social circle. My stability and mindset. Which is why I bounced back so quickly the past two days, and hopefully keep it up. A job would definitely help.