Tired

[Ariela]

So tired of the constant problems
Tired of the drama and the bickering
Tired of never being enough
Never getting things right.
Weary of the road that has no end
Done with the lack of resolution
Finished with the self-absorbtion
As well as the utter contempt.
Wishing there was some way to win
Feeling that this is hopeless
Hoping that I am wrong
Knowing that I am not.
This isn't great, but it's what comes out when it's 2:30, you're exausted and you're sick of internet drama, lol.

 

[writnpage]

Sweet Ariela,
I'm so sorry that things get crazy sometimes. But that's life. And, the more people you know, the more people you allow to get close to your heart, the more of their "problems" are going to affect you. Some might call it drama. I just call it LIFE. (Not to discount the fact that some people just thrive on drama because some do). But, we accept those people with their more tranquil interactions and show them through love and loyalty (IF it's worth our time to invest in them) that friendships don't have to revolve around problem solving...not always...not when it's unnecessary.
You are a STRONG woman. A very very very strong spirit. I admire you to noooo end. Ride the cyber ride till it goes over smooth waters again.
I love you!!!
-Amina
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"Like a bird on a wire, Like a drunk in a midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free" - Leonard Cohen

 

[Ariela]

Amina,
You're so right, but there are times that you get TOO involved and there's no way to prevent a great big mess. There's also instances where you get it completely wrong and your efforts and feelings are worth about as much as a roll of toilet paper.

Oh well - I'm stepping back and maybe you're right about it working out in the long run. I'm not counting on it though.

 

[cherub]

Areila
I agree with writn your a STRONG WOMAN Those there does not seem to be a light in the darkness I see you shining among the brightest.
We all get tired at times, but we keep going.
Though there may not seem like a resolution at this point and time. In time I feel there will be.
You know I am there for you anytime you need
Love ya hun
((((((HUGS))))))