Legerity
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Well it's gotten to the point where my drug use has escalated beyond what is acceptable to me. Over the 8 or so last months it was mostly at a level that I was fine with and did not seem to interfere with my life, but the last two sessions turned into excessive binges combined with a month and a half's worth of leftover benzos for anxiety and sleep. So I've broken several "rules" for myself that I've been trying to follow. I also cannot justify spending money on this now that I'm not working and will have to pay for courses soon.
I don't want to exaggerate its severity at the moment, I would like to prevent it from becoming what it was in the past. I feel that it is helpful to acknowledge that now is a good time to slow down and focus on getting my shit together.
So I'm not sure what my specific plan is yet, but I want to start taking better care of myself and to become more engaged in life. I should be starting classes in April so that is going to be my priority for now. Looking forward to having something new to focus my energy on and to give my body/mind a break.
Thanks for listening, I hope all are well
I don't want to exaggerate its severity at the moment, I would like to prevent it from becoming what it was in the past. I feel that it is helpful to acknowledge that now is a good time to slow down and focus on getting my shit together.
So I'm not sure what my specific plan is yet, but I want to start taking better care of myself and to become more engaged in life. I should be starting classes in April so that is going to be my priority for now. Looking forward to having something new to focus my energy on and to give my body/mind a break.
Thanks for listening, I hope all are well
