izzy66
Bluelighter
watch what you wish for
she used to say
you might not like
the price you'll have to pay
I heard but never listened.
leave me alone
just leave me alone
I wished I prayed
and now I am what I wanted
totally alone every day.
I tell myself i've got it made
no one to bitch at me
no one who complains
every decision is mine
and so is the blame.
sometimes at night i'm afraid
sometimes I feel so ashamed
for the fast and foolish decisions i've made
no way to undo what can't be changed.
I lost what I thought I didn't need
once gone it didn't matter to me
but now I hear her words differently
and don't much like
the price i've had to pay.
she used to say
you might not like
the price you'll have to pay
I heard but never listened.
leave me alone
just leave me alone
I wished I prayed
and now I am what I wanted
totally alone every day.
I tell myself i've got it made
no one to bitch at me
no one who complains
every decision is mine
and so is the blame.
sometimes at night i'm afraid
sometimes I feel so ashamed
for the fast and foolish decisions i've made
no way to undo what can't be changed.
I lost what I thought I didn't need
once gone it didn't matter to me
but now I hear her words differently
and don't much like
the price i've had to pay.
