Jay_Arel
Bluelighter
I promise you I would go home
To my bed, to sleep
And I will in a moment
You don't know how much your opinion matters to me
I haven't felt pain, or pretty much anything
Since we've been apart
Until tonight, and it wasn't your fault
You only tried to make me understand
But you don't know the circumstances
Of what he's done
He was never a father
And now everything is messed up
And you're the only one trying to help me
I'm sorry if I seemed rude to you
It wasn't my intentions
He hates me, and he always has
I feel now the same for him as I do for Vernon
My sperm donor.....
Let him rot in hell........
I've survived this life by myself
Only with the help of a few friends
Most some P-ville b-boys,
the others 2 ex's
The most important was you
But i'm solid now...
Nothing can break me
But I still sometimes feel the pain
All I want to do is block it
I can, and I will
I am a much stronger person now
And will be for the rest of time
I will not bend, I will not break
What a great line
I'm sorry if I upset you
I'm sorry if I took you the wrong way
I know you only mean the best for me
You always have
Quote by me:
Love is like a waterfall,
You move slowly down the calm river
Only to find a rapid in front of you
So you struggle past the rapids
Back to the calm waters
Until you suddenly realize your world is about to fall off
And as you peak over the waterfall
The plunge is the farthest and lowest you've ever been
But all of a sudden it's over
And everything is level again
You're back to where you started
But with a new knowledge
You now know to watch for the rapids
And how to handle them
Also to avoid the waterfall
So you never plunge to that depth again
And chance losing the greatest thing ever
The one you loved that was waiting for you
Asking you to stay
Side by side with her
Back on that calm river
Time to keep my promise,
I'm off to bed
With one last thought before I go to sleep,
The same one I had when I first woke up.........................
To my bed, to sleep
And I will in a moment
You don't know how much your opinion matters to me
I haven't felt pain, or pretty much anything
Since we've been apart
Until tonight, and it wasn't your fault
You only tried to make me understand
But you don't know the circumstances
Of what he's done
He was never a father
And now everything is messed up
And you're the only one trying to help me
I'm sorry if I seemed rude to you
It wasn't my intentions
He hates me, and he always has
I feel now the same for him as I do for Vernon
My sperm donor.....
Let him rot in hell........
I've survived this life by myself
Only with the help of a few friends
Most some P-ville b-boys,
the others 2 ex's
The most important was you
But i'm solid now...
Nothing can break me
But I still sometimes feel the pain
All I want to do is block it
I can, and I will
I am a much stronger person now
And will be for the rest of time
I will not bend, I will not break
What a great line
I'm sorry if I upset you
I'm sorry if I took you the wrong way
I know you only mean the best for me
You always have
Quote by me:
Love is like a waterfall,
You move slowly down the calm river
Only to find a rapid in front of you
So you struggle past the rapids
Back to the calm waters
Until you suddenly realize your world is about to fall off
And as you peak over the waterfall
The plunge is the farthest and lowest you've ever been
But all of a sudden it's over
And everything is level again
You're back to where you started
But with a new knowledge
You now know to watch for the rapids
And how to handle them
Also to avoid the waterfall
So you never plunge to that depth again
And chance losing the greatest thing ever
The one you loved that was waiting for you
Asking you to stay
Side by side with her
Back on that calm river
Time to keep my promise,
I'm off to bed
With one last thought before I go to sleep,
The same one I had when I first woke up.........................
