BabyTweaker420
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 1, 2014
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So started lightly last year, took a break for a few months, now back at it. I stay as hydrated as possible and constantly reading harm reduction forums find tips like gargling salt water, waiting before brushing, staying away from sugars, sleeping and eating regularly. My mouth has held up fairly decent. But starting from uvula back (ALMOST every single time) just dries the fuck up n starts stretching and seemingly falling apart. When I first started, all the skin in my mouth would seem to shed away n then id be fine after. Now it doesn't do that n just wrecks my throat. Tested out multiple batches from multiple dealers and its the same thing every time. There's several crevices n gashes that form overnight and then I stop n after a day or two, ill wake up n it will return almost to normal. But while on I can see what I believe are either my tonsils or tendons seem to seperate from the rest of my throat. I can also now fit the first half inch of the tip of my tongue up the back of my right nostril (also occurs with snorting tho ironically not as bad) and the places on both sides of my tongue seem to have ripped or something cause they now end halfway down my throat. I started without knowing to melt it all down n crack back first but that was when my mouth would just shed. I've become quite experienced with rolling and even impress seasoned users with how rare. I ever burn anything even with a torch. So as my skill increased, so too did the damage. Every user I've had look at the back of my throat has never seen anything like it and we smoke the same shit n ill even light it for em and they don't get it. Its like its seeping into every cavity and cranny in my throat n dissolving the shit out of it. Feels like my throats just falling apart. I've found threads about the mucous, the chemical burns, the cough, but every thread that seems similiar to my issue has replies like "8ve never heard of that. That would suck." Or "probably the cuts" that's the whole reason I registered on here was to explain my certain circumstances and hope that someone can help tell what exactly is causing this and how to prevent/repair this. a few weeks ago it stopped returning to normal with abstinence, so I'm getting even more concerned. Anyone with info that can stop this horrible effect that's getting me close to putting the shit down for good will be my new hero.
Oh, and as for pain, hurt so bad the first few times I couldn't so much as talk. After about my 4th use, it was like my brain shut off the pain and inow I only feel a little discomfort and pressure when I eat (yeah, shut it off to the point I can actually eat, even rough hard shit like chips) which scares the fuck outta me. But I can still feel the popping and cracking when I open my mouth too wide or even when its shut and a spend too long on my phone typing or reading shit (like right now lol) instead of hydrating more.
Now my voice feels pemenantly fucked like beaterman from Let's Go To Prison.
Used to get tonsil stones whenever this happened too but strangly, those just randomly stopped like the pain.
On a side note, my insideds feel twisted and contorted, kinda like I would imagine a hernia to feel like. There's a possible bulge above my leftside pelvis bone but it goes away and comes back randomly.
I can also see my actual heart beating through my chest under my diaphram when I puff out my chest while sucking in my stomach. Like there's a muscle that should cover it that isn't. But that is strictly while tweaking. Any assistance will be greatly appreciated.
Fyi: this is my first post so bare with me. Plus its not easy to go back and edit from my glitchy phone so excuse the typos. I tried to fix em but it was more trouble than its worth. Ill post from my ipad from now on lol
Oh, and as for pain, hurt so bad the first few times I couldn't so much as talk. After about my 4th use, it was like my brain shut off the pain and inow I only feel a little discomfort and pressure when I eat (yeah, shut it off to the point I can actually eat, even rough hard shit like chips) which scares the fuck outta me. But I can still feel the popping and cracking when I open my mouth too wide or even when its shut and a spend too long on my phone typing or reading shit (like right now lol) instead of hydrating more.
Now my voice feels pemenantly fucked like beaterman from Let's Go To Prison.
Used to get tonsil stones whenever this happened too but strangly, those just randomly stopped like the pain.
On a side note, my insideds feel twisted and contorted, kinda like I would imagine a hernia to feel like. There's a possible bulge above my leftside pelvis bone but it goes away and comes back randomly.
I can also see my actual heart beating through my chest under my diaphram when I puff out my chest while sucking in my stomach. Like there's a muscle that should cover it that isn't. But that is strictly while tweaking. Any assistance will be greatly appreciated.
Fyi: this is my first post so bare with me. Plus its not easy to go back and edit from my glitchy phone so excuse the typos. I tried to fix em but it was more trouble than its worth. Ill post from my ipad from now on lol