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I went to an event about 2 months ago and I guess I had a bad trip. I thought everyone was after me and I had recurring negative thoughts. This lasted for about 6 hours ( until the end of the event) but I sucked it up and kept it to myself so my friends can still have a good time without me killing their high, eventually I told them a couple of days later of course. Some say it was all in my head, others say I came to the point where I lost the "magic". I'm thinking theyre both right answers but im more leaning towards it was just a bad batch because before then I was fine. So my question to everyone here is has this ever happen to you? And also, has anyone ever taken like a 6 month break and started doing it again and notice a difference?? I'm planning on going to an event in December and I havent done it for atleast 2 months going on 3 now. Thanks in advance.


Going to add a little info also :

-Started 3 years ago
-First month i was doing it every week, then the 2nd month I did it about 2 - 3 times as well. ( who isnt guilty of this also? lol )
-After my second month i started doing only once a month for the rest of the year.
-Second year, started doing it every 2 months or more but not as much. ( only taking one for the night. )
-This year i have done it 3 times with 3 months in between usage.
 
Always test your pills, if you happen to buy a good batch, try to collect some cash and buy a large quantity of it then store it for future use. That way, you won't have to deal with unknown pills.

Were your friends rolling or just having a good time? Did you guys take the same pills?
 
^ Are you 99% positive they were rolling? Sometime users get high from other substances in the pill and think they are rolling.
 
haha yeah im postive. I was the only one being anti social and stuff while they were all smiles and talking to everyone and making sure I was okay and I said yes but I really wasn't lol.
 
It’s called paranoia - it happens every now and then. Sometimes there may be a stim in the pills (stims are notorious for causing paranoia) - you may have been tired, may have been awake for too long etc.

It’s awful when it happens as it’s so hard to get out of 'the loop' of having bad thoughts, people chasing or following you etc. Best bet is if you with a group of friends tell them to stay beside you, behind you - this makes you feel safe and usually the negative thoughts leave. If they don’t go don’t take any more pills/speed as this usually only makes the matter worse.
If you can leave the dance / music area and sit down with your friends away from the crowds and chill out for a while.
 
Thanks for the response, I guess in the end its what I make of it. By December it will be around a 6 month break, and thats when my next even is, maybe thats what I needed :).
 
Heh I just made a similar thread. I think it just happens from time to time, not sure, but my guess is I should lay off the MDMA for awhile, like for 6 months at least. It really is all in your head is my guess. We expect MDMA to be a certain way, and sometimes it doesnt work like that. Once every like 10 MDMA trips I get a weird one where it becomes more like shrooms or something. I question everything and people look like aliens.
 
Some times whenever I took pills I thought people were fighting with each other when they really weren't lol It was weird, I think up some crazy shit in my head.

I haven't had an MDMA pill in 20 months :O I had a high tolerance for them at one stage but my tolerance would probably be really low now lol
 
haha i forgot I started this thread last month. When I was looking down to the field of thousands of people at one point I thought they were trying to spell LOVE to me or i thought they were fighting lol. it was nuts.
 
I call em the "shadow people" cause Im mostly seein em when im comin down off speedy beans. I can never catch them, they just pop up at the corners of my eye or in doorways...sometimes ill see em walkin down the hall.

They say things like

"Hey...you there. Yeah you! Come here i gotta show you somethin."

To which point im usually so fuxked outta my head I actually get up to see what they want but by the time I get there I forgot why I got up and they have completly disappeared.
 
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