heroin sounds extremely appealing to me but i cant really get it where i live. i want something that will just make me melt into my chair or bed
Like others have said, addiction will really mess your life up.
However, the topic of how to find sources is really interesting to me.
I've only been able to get heroin for a few months, after I met this girl from a large metropolitan city and we would drive back and forth to cop. I'm 100% positive that if I met this girl who traveling to go get heroin, there has got to be some people in this town who actually bring the stuff back with them to sell. Even her dealer was trying to get us to buy large quantities of heroin to bring back and sell in our smaller town. I'm not 100%on this, but it seems that a lot of dealers from towns where a specific drug is cheap will make a lot of money by selling that drug in smaller towns where it is more expensive and they can control the entire market.
So, yea, heroin is going to be in your town - somewhere. What are you chances that if you start making more friends and networking and asking around that you find the right person within a week? I'm not sure. I networked a lot, and the only reason I found this H connection is because I happened to move into the apartment next to the girl - it was random.
You see, I've never really been from a town. I've moved around my whole life - childhood included - and when you havn't grown up somewhere and people don't know your background, they are less inclined to trust you with drug sourcing. So I've had to learn how to meet new people as I move every couple years. When I got out of the military, I didn't know a single soul - anywhere. But I wanted some opiates. So the first thing I did: I went down to the local unemployment center, I sat next to this tattoo'd and rough-around-the-edges lookin' younger dude, I made a cursory hello and how ya' doin' bullshit talk, then I mentioned that "my knees are killing me and the doctors cut me off of my pain pills". His eyes lit up and there ya go, I got some opiates.
That wouldn't really work for heroin, because heroin is much harder to find than pills, but that is the main point. Having some piercings and tattoos will help for credibility. If you want to go all out, you can buy some needles at a pharmacy and poke urself a few times (people LOVE asking to see track marks, I don't understand why, I mean a cop could have a nurse poke his arm a couple times before he went undercover, I mean come on). And just start networking, meeting tons of new people. Once you get into a convo with a new person, are 100% they aren't a cop, just casually and in a friendly way ask "what is their thing? what are they into? Pot? opiates? Everyone has something"
I knew a girl who moved a lot like me and she had more sources across the entire fucking united states simply because she made sure to be friendly to everyone she met, and at the appropriate time in a friendly and casual and benign way she would ask "So what are you into?", and people would just spill their fucking guts about what all drugs they did - a lot of drug people like to show off and are proud of what drugs they do.
Anyway, sorry this is so long, delete the post if it isn't appropriate.
I just moved around a lot since I got out of military - I get sick of a town after like a year - so I have had to think a lot about how I'm gonna find people to get a certain drug.