This vicious game called life

[kazza_baby]

You’ve broken down again
You just want to end this pain
You want out,
Of this vicious, vicious game

You hurt yourself on the outside
To numb the pain that haunts your being
You’d give anything at all
To forget what you keep seeing

The images are fresh in your mind
Although what happened was long ago
You know what has to be done
But you’re too afraid to make it so

You struggle out of bed each day
What reason is there to go on?
Each second that passes
Seems an hour long

You panic and scream
You just want to escape
You find a blade
And down your arm you let it scrape

Pressing your lips to the bleeding cut
Tasting your cold life
Release has been found
You can breathe again
Your life begins to mend

 

[RareForm]

You hurt yourself on the outside
To numb the pain that haunts your being
You’d give anything at all
To forget what you keep seeing

very real to me.