It's been a while since I last posted... Maybe some of you will be able to relate to this.
I swore i'd never do this agian...
I watch you sit on our bed...
and then I notice that the sun has set and people are starting to crowd the streets...
i'm so sorry that I never seem to learn
I'm so sorry I am still affraid
I wish I could tell you something different
something that wouldn't make your smile fade
I still need to be a part of your illusion
I'm your favorite drug
if I am gone...you'll have to find another pretty face
so you ask me to stay
I'm tired now and my strength is wearing thin
I think if I could just walk out the open window of your apartment I might be able to float down onto the street
...and disapear into the crowd below.
I think if you really loved me like you say you do
....then you would find a way to change my mind...
but all you care about is your pride
I wish you would change
and I then realize...that's an awful thing to wish
I know you think your in love with me...
but I think your in love with yourself
You've always been able to talk your way out of anything...
I'd like to see you talk yourself out of the inevitable situation that's about too surround you...that soon it will just be you and these four walls...
and the fact that all of my pretty paintings will no longer be on them...I bet they've never looked so white
...before you learn to walk my love
you first must learn to crawl
I swore i'd never do this agian...
I watch you sit on our bed...
and then I notice that the sun has set and people are starting to crowd the streets...
i'm so sorry that I never seem to learn
I'm so sorry I am still affraid
I wish I could tell you something different
something that wouldn't make your smile fade
I still need to be a part of your illusion
I'm your favorite drug
if I am gone...you'll have to find another pretty face
so you ask me to stay
I'm tired now and my strength is wearing thin
I think if I could just walk out the open window of your apartment I might be able to float down onto the street
...and disapear into the crowd below.
I think if you really loved me like you say you do
....then you would find a way to change my mind...
but all you care about is your pride
I wish you would change
and I then realize...that's an awful thing to wish
I know you think your in love with me...
but I think your in love with yourself
You've always been able to talk your way out of anything...
I'd like to see you talk yourself out of the inevitable situation that's about too surround you...that soon it will just be you and these four walls...
and the fact that all of my pretty paintings will no longer be on them...I bet they've never looked so white
...before you learn to walk my love
you first must learn to crawl
the sadness that came from your words brought back a lot of memories and a lot of pain. life owuldnt be life without its lil ups and downs i guess.