BrightEyesIsMe
Bluelighter
Communicating with what all I have
You bring out the worst fears and I sugar coat them for you
You close your eyes and ramble on and on about nothing
I listen for you are my everything
I take another step toward the edge
You just keep talking and do not notice
I stare off the edge looking down at the rocks
The rocks are representations of the killer in my life
I see you down at the bottom...
Yet you are behind me
How is that possible?
I don't know, you are still an illusion to me
I think the cliff is an illusion also
Only one way to find out
Now should I jump and find out or just wander and regret?
It does not matter
Either way I have to go
To where I don't know
But I will not jump
You may kill my sanity by pain
But I will not die
I am not going to leave that long for your happiness
My beloved why won't you hold me
Why will you not catch me?
I spin and spin
My toes touch the edge
Oh God I am going to fall!
I don't want to go
I did not want to go this way
The air lifts my hair and my hands are in the air
A jolt buckles my body in midair
What? What is this?
I look up and those are your hands holding mine
What is this?
I realize you are confused
"Why?" you say as you pull me up
You tell me, "why did you not tell me?"
"I could not bear this to tell you
Perhaps I should start at the beginning again"
Will you listen this time?
"Yes" you whisper as the tears begin down your cheeks
"I will listen this time
You can not leave me, I need you".........
You bring out the worst fears and I sugar coat them for you
You close your eyes and ramble on and on about nothing
I listen for you are my everything
I take another step toward the edge
You just keep talking and do not notice
I stare off the edge looking down at the rocks
The rocks are representations of the killer in my life
I see you down at the bottom...
Yet you are behind me
How is that possible?
I don't know, you are still an illusion to me
I think the cliff is an illusion also
Only one way to find out
Now should I jump and find out or just wander and regret?
It does not matter
Either way I have to go
To where I don't know
But I will not jump
You may kill my sanity by pain
But I will not die
I am not going to leave that long for your happiness
My beloved why won't you hold me
Why will you not catch me?
I spin and spin
My toes touch the edge
Oh God I am going to fall!
I don't want to go
I did not want to go this way
The air lifts my hair and my hands are in the air
A jolt buckles my body in midair
What? What is this?
I look up and those are your hands holding mine
What is this?
I realize you are confused
"Why?" you say as you pull me up
You tell me, "why did you not tell me?"
"I could not bear this to tell you
Perhaps I should start at the beginning again"
Will you listen this time?
"Yes" you whisper as the tears begin down your cheeks
"I will listen this time
You can not leave me, I need you".........
