this is my life

[fairyprincess]

right now i want to feel the sharp edge of a razor blade cut across my skin
i want you to feel my pain for once
you don't know me
you'll never know me
don't tell me how i should feel
don't tell me what i should do
go live your life of pretty little colors
i'll sit here in my world of black and gray
i am content in my world of misery
this is my life

 

[TecknoticDream]

::HUGS::
I used to have that same prob......

 

[ElEsDee25]

i have the same problem

 

[aixarata]

you are not alone...

 

[cherub]

written with such pain and such hopelessness of accepting what just is. Beautifully put no matter how hard it feels you did a wonderful job of just getting it out. So many times people feel that way and it is nice to know just sometimes we feel like the world is not colorful but the grey we feel in our heart and soul.

 

[harraser]

really nice work, being content with misery is something I know so well,apathy. one day you just get sick of it and decide to change.unitl then be strong. good work