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sit back and observe. He who speaks less hears more. He who looks for nothing, might find something he was not looking for. Something he/she really shoulda been looking for earlier
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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
 
Phew...


lol@smashing his computer to pieces. Too much death metal "Deicide" rock music for him.
 
Don't know you but hope your alright. Didn't like the dreaded vibe you relayed and can't help but to hope your getting the support you need in this what seems to be 'dark' time for you.
I truly hope though, that it all works out well for you
kindly, ubi
 
Thank fuck for that! Very glad he is as ok as can be.
I also giggled at him mashing up his pute :D And it is nice to hear he's coming back :) <3
 
Hope you come back to bluelight foolsgold, I only talked to you once and I don't like your screen name but I respect you (as a fellow hardcore psychonaut) and wanna talk to you about various things which we are both dealing with.
 
Hope I'm not giving away secrets here, but under the circumstances, I think it probably is better to say this than not: I've had a response to a PM I sent to FG, asking if he was OK. Sounds like he's been through a bit of an episode.

Other than that, I'll leave him to fill you in with the details -- if he wants.
 
Wasn't going to come on but as I scared people I at least owe you this much I am here and a I'm staying as in not killing myself but I am out of here got doctors 1April will up date then thinking of getting sectioned later this week if I can till then all the best everyone
 
Aye FG - I really do hope that you get the help YOU want and feel you need.

Much love to you sir and good luck!
:) <3

p.s. Be kind to yerself xxx
 
Net even remember posting the r.I.p thread and not sure it was even me if you get what I mean ?

Like I've said got cognitive therapy 1April will up date then but I need to keep away till then

Sorry for all the shit and stupidity and thank you for the kindness n love
 
Bob Funkhouse said:
No it wasn't you that done RIP thread. Sorry I should have just mentioned that in gibberings instead of in this thread.
Sorry again FG- I re-read my previous post and can see I had worded it really badly- can see why it would cause confusion.

Good luck with your new therapy. It won't be a miracle quick fix but it will most likely help you move forward and start to feel better IMO. All support will help :)
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its cool bob no worries my friend but i am just going to go away for a little while and get my self better
 
However bad you may be feeling right now, FG, I can assure you that you are coming over lucid, thoughtful and - above all - self-aware. GIven the shit you've been though (at least the bits you've shared publicly enough for me to have seen) I'd say you are considerably ahead on points. So far ahead on points you are one of the furthest from their RIP thread as it gets. It's the self-awareness aspect that truly matters above and beyond any other factor.

In my most humblest and most heartfelt of opinions - based purely on reading plenty posts of yours - you are absolutely doing the right thing. Sadly, a great many other fine, fine, damn fine EADDers couldn't quite see - let alone actively engage in - taking that lil step back and (hopefully) arrange to seek professional expertise before it really is too late to get back to a version of oneself that one and all know and <3 and look forward to re-engaging with as and when appropriate.

I wish you the very best in terms of dealing with alll you need to deal with. Fuck the rest. Drugs (of the non-prescribed variety) can help, hinder or just plain obfuscate certain.... things... which maybe rightfully require a more in-depth approach. It's very good to see it in action. Take your time - away from BL if needs be - but do please keep us updated as and when feasible/desirable to you.

Also, getting underlying Bad Things accepted then actually worked with and upon, not only takes balls the size of medicine balls but - handily - leaves enough wiggle-room to be able to avoid total abstinence if that happens to be part of the ideal. Look after you when you need to be looked after and no other cunt could/would other than professionals and you will not only come back as someone at least within the general ballpark of being the version of you you truly want - and deserve - to be, but all ths stronger for it <3
 
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foolsgold said:
Like I've said got cognitive therapy 1April will up date then but I need to keep away till then

Sorry for all the shit and stupidity and thank you for the kindness n love
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No need for sayin sorry brother <3
Happy for ya gettin sum help or trying sum out. U know im here. All the best!
 
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