^ I have found morphine to be very effective for the treatment of pain, and it lasts pretty long. I don't find it to be recreational though, as it is very much lacking in the euphoria department.
Morphine doesn't touch me, I could eat my entire box of zomorph and be fine lol
My gran, dad, and sister are the same, we have stupidly high tolerances for medication, need extra anaesthesia when having ops etc it's fucked up. My sis is a h addict but my dad and gran aren't like that. I have grown up around addiction, seen the mess from being 12 and had to keep it a secret from my mum. So I KNOW that I cannot abuse my medication, I don't want that shit. And seeing as how I have had 28 months of this shit, I'd say I'm doing pretty damn well. I even went off all opiate medication for 3 months, I wasnt getting relief and got frustrated so I just jacked them all in, including my psych meds.
Not wise I know but I am so stubborn It was a case of what is the damn point when it isn't helping me. My chemist mess up a lot and never have what I need when I need it even though they know when I am due refills and I just got really pissed.
I coped for as long as I could but I knew what was going to happen when winter hit so I started my regime again. I'm so gutted the fent messed my skin up, it was the best thing I had up to that point.
Anyways, rant over, I have hijacked this thread lol. But seriously, oxy ex, hydromorphone xr or opana xr and something ir, I find I do better with a different bt med than my maintenance dose. I don't want to go down the methadone road yet. Oral BA. Anyone?