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LADOLCEVITA

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I've only been doing x & molly since November of last year. I did X my first time in November, attempted to roll again on molly .1mgs in February, a month in a half later rolled face with .2 molly, a month later .2 molly again rolled face, 3 weeks later an x pill rolled hard, 2 weeks later .2 molly and an x pill, 4 weeks later edc .3 molly, and last weekend 2 x pills. I've been thinking about it the past few days, and I'm thinking after the huge event coming up in a few weeks that I'm going to stop for good. I've had some great times on the drug and despite the fact that it's only been a few months as well. I love the feeling I get when I'm rolling, each time has been a new experience, and I've always rolled 6-8 hours. The after effects as of late have been horrible for me though, depression is a mofo, teeth grinding after everytime, I don't feel like I can show as many emotions as I use to, just very calm and different. I want to stop using for good in a few weeks, but I'm very sad about stopping. The main reason is because I feel I'm becoming more and more addicted to the feeling and I don't want to continue using the way I am. For those of you who used in the passed and stopped for good, how hard was it to stop? And did the negative side effects stay or go away? thx guys
 
humm...i hope to hear from other people how they stopped because right now im useing it alot as well i juss started not to long ago about 2 months ago but in these 2 months i have done it countless times. It was all good at first but now i can really get bad come downs ...where i get kinda depressed a few hours into my roll... and also the next day. But i just love the feeling and the come up so much!
 
When I first started using ecstasy I was using it almost every other weekend, it was good in the beginning then the comedowns started getting worse, I had to up my dose just to get the same desired effects. My tolerance was rising at a retarded rate. It was too the point were I had to double drop then drop again just to get a decent roll going. I took a month break and preloaded with dozens of supplements and had an amazing roll on only one pill, almost like my first time. That was over 2 months ago, on april 22nd. I don't plan on rolling again till late july, it was really hard to resist not rolling at first because I had over a dozen rolls stashed in my room. Good thing is that their all still sitting there :) lil fuckers just sit their staring at me, Begging me to eat them. But I just think to myself "if I wait, ill roll way harder then I would now." I always think that when people wanna roll with me, or if I get offered any at raves.
 
When I first started using ecstasy I was using it almost every other weekend, it was good in the beginning then the comedowns started getting worse, I had to up my dose just to get the same desired effects. My tolerance was rising at a retarded rate. It was too the point were I had to double drop then drop again just to get a decent roll going. I took a month break and preloaded with dozens of supplements and had an amazing roll on only one pill, almost like my first time. That was over 2 months ago, on april 22nd. I don't plan on rolling again till late july, it was really hard to resist not rolling at first because I had over a dozen rolls stashed in my room. Good thing is that their all still sitting there :) lil fuckers just sit their staring at me, Begging me to eat them. But I just think to myself "if I wait, ill roll way harder then I would now." I always think that when people wanna roll with me, or if I get offered any at raves.

same here i was addicted at first when i tryed it.

now i take at least 2 month breaks
 
I've only been doing x & molly since November of last year. I did X my first time in November, attempted to roll again on molly .1mgs in February, a month in a half later rolled face with .2 molly, a month later .2 molly again rolled face, 3 weeks later an x pill rolled hard, 2 weeks later .2 molly and an x pill, 4 weeks later edc .3 molly, and last weekend 2 x pills. I've been thinking about it the past few days, and I'm thinking after the huge event coming up in a few weeks that I'm going to stop for good. I've had some great times on the drug and despite the fact that it's only been a few months as well. I love the feeling I get when I'm rolling, each time has been a new experience, and I've always rolled 6-8 hours. The after effects as of late have been horrible for me though, depression is a mofo, teeth grinding after everytime, I don't feel like I can show as many emotions as I use to, just very calm and different. I want to stop using for good in a few weeks, but I'm very sad about stopping. The main reason is because I feel I'm becoming more and more addicted to the feeling and I don't want to continue using the way I am. For those of you who used in the passed and stopped for good, how hard was it to stop? And did the negative side effects stay or go away? thx guys

I've never stopped for good. I honestly don't think it has to come to that unless you want it to. Couldn't hurt your health any, that's for sure =) When I took MDMA with piracetam i didn't experience a suicide tuesday, so that may help with those effects.

If you're honestly worried you're becoming increasingly addicted, I'd go ahead and stop while you're ahead and start spacing it out. Set goals for how long you're going to make it and DON'T COMPROMISE.

It should be noted that the negative side-effects were lessened the less I roll. Not sure if that will work out the same for you. It depends on your own physiology.
 
humm...i hope to hear from other people how they stopped because right now im useing it alot as well i juss started not to long ago about 2 months ago but in these 2 months i have done it countless times.

It's easy.

When you think you're about to eat pills or molly, don't.

It's really that simple.

And you really should stop, by the way, you're abusing it pretty badly.
 
It's easy.

When you think you're about to eat pills or molly, don't.

It's really that simple.

And you really should stop, by the way, you're abusing it pretty badly.

I agree with Pan on this one.

Even when I was just beginning to use MDMA I still followed through with the breaks I promised myself to make.

Still to this day I rarely roll more often than every 8 weeks, and absolutely never more often than once a month.
 
^ 3x.

Moderation is key. MDMA starts to lose its awesomeness if you use it too much.. Sit down and think about it: is it really worth it to continue your use? You're already talking about the negative effects that you experience.. Just take longer breaks, and it'll be a lot more fun when you do it. Think of MDMA as a special reward, rather than something that you do often. I went from rolling every ~2weeks to spacing it out to 2+months.. Nobody says you have to quit completely if you're able to use responsibly!
 
I've only been doing x & molly since November of last year. I did X my first time in November, attempted to roll again on molly .1mgs in February, a month in a half later rolled face with .2 molly, a month later .2 molly again rolled face, 3 weeks later an x pill rolled hard, 2 weeks later .2 molly and an x pill, 4 weeks later edc .3 molly, and last weekend 2 x pills. I've been thinking about it the past few days, and I'm thinking after the huge event coming up in a few weeks that I'm going to stop for good. I've had some great times on the drug and despite the fact that it's only been a few months as well. I love the feeling I get when I'm rolling, each time has been a new experience, and I've always rolled 6-8 hours. The after effects as of late have been horrible for me though, depression is a mofo, teeth grinding after everytime, I don't feel like I can show as many emotions as I use to, just very calm and different. I want to stop using for good in a few weeks, but I'm very sad about stopping. The main reason is because I feel I'm becoming more and more addicted to the feeling and I don't want to continue using the way I am. For those of you who used in the passed and stopped for good, how hard was it to stop? And did the negative side effects stay or go away? thx guys


This will probably be said in this thread many times. But your problem with the drug is that you are doing it way too often. It is best on your body, brain and emotional state to do it no more than one night a month or less.

The reason why you are suddenly having such negative effects is because you have essentially depleted your brain and body of all of your serotonin reserves. By giving your body a month between rolling nights you give your brain and body time to recover. I have been using MDMA for 16 years. It is just as good now as it was when I first started using it. My secret is that I do not do it more than one night a month.

You can not continue to use this drug in this manner, you will be a lunch-box in no time with no ability to feel emotion or keep it together socially or as a working man. Doing it in the way you have been is dangerous and irresponsible. MDMA is a very wonderful drug, but do not disrespect it or you will not be able to enjoy it and your life will be seriously impacted. MDMA MUST be respected for it is a very powerful drug.
 
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This will probably be said in this thread many times. But your problem with the drug is that you are doing it way too often. It is best on your body, brain and emotional state to do it no more than one night a month or less.

The reason why you are suddenly having such negative effects is because you have essentially depleted your brain and body of all of your serotonin reserves. By giving your body a month between rolling nights you give your brain and body time to recover. I have been using MDMA for 16 years. It is just as good now as it was when I first started using it. My secret is that I do not do it more than one night a month.

You can not continue to use this drug in this manner, you will be a lunch-box in no time with no ability to feel emotion or keep it together socially or as a working man. Doing it in the way you have been is dangerous and irresponsible. MDMA is a very wonderful drug, but do not disrespect it or you will not be able to enjoy it and your life will be seriously impacted. MDMA MUST be respected for it is a very powerful drug.


I appreciate your insight & everyone else who has replied back. After thinking about it some more, I realize that I have indeed been doing it too much the past few months. After the next show I'm going to take a definite 2-3 month break and decide if I want to continue afterwards. I love the feeling of rolling, and all of my rolls have been great, but I realize that I do need to cool it with the use. It makes sense that the more you do something the worse it will end up afterwards. If I'm ever going to use again, I need to cool it with the usage, and now I know I need to respect MDMA a lot more. I really appreciate your advice, I've taken it to heart, and promised myself if I'm ever going to do it again, I need to be in control and realize it's not something to do more than once a month like you suggested. Thx everyone, if there is more input I would love to hear it and take it in.
 
I appreciate your insight & everyone else who has replied back. After thinking about it some more, I realize that I have indeed been doing it too much the past few months. After the next show I'm going to take a definite 2-3 month break and decide if I want to continue afterwards. I love the feeling of rolling, and all of my rolls have been great, but I realize that I do need to cool it with the use. It makes sense that the more you do something the worse it will end up afterwards. If I'm ever going to use again, I need to cool it with the usage, and now I know I need to respect MDMA a lot more. I really appreciate your advice, I've taken it to heart, and promised myself if I'm ever going to do it again, I need to be in control and realize it's not something to do more than once a month like you suggested. Thx everyone, if there is more input I would love to hear it and take it in.

I am really happy to hear that Ladolce. And don't get me wrong I wasn't always doing it responsibly either. When I first started it was tough to find but a few years later it was everywhere and i went balls to the wall doing Thursday, Friday, and Saturday every week. I kept that up for several months until i was a physical and emotional wreck. I learned the hard way through experience. I hope that you can learn from others mistakes and get it under control before you regret it.

One love.
 
moderation is the key. doing it 2-4 times a year usually keeps people safe from the negative side effects you mentioned. Now Im not saying I practice what I preach, I do it too much as well, and its no where near as magical as it used to be. But most the people ive talked to that do it seldom usually have no complaints. good luck with whatever you decide to do.
 
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