LADOLCEVITA
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 31, 2010
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- 180
I've only been doing x & molly since November of last year. I did X my first time in November, attempted to roll again on molly .1mgs in February, a month in a half later rolled face with .2 molly, a month later .2 molly again rolled face, 3 weeks later an x pill rolled hard, 2 weeks later .2 molly and an x pill, 4 weeks later edc .3 molly, and last weekend 2 x pills. I've been thinking about it the past few days, and I'm thinking after the huge event coming up in a few weeks that I'm going to stop for good. I've had some great times on the drug and despite the fact that it's only been a few months as well. I love the feeling I get when I'm rolling, each time has been a new experience, and I've always rolled 6-8 hours. The after effects as of late have been horrible for me though, depression is a mofo, teeth grinding after everytime, I don't feel like I can show as many emotions as I use to, just very calm and different. I want to stop using for good in a few weeks, but I'm very sad about stopping. The main reason is because I feel I'm becoming more and more addicted to the feeling and I don't want to continue using the way I am. For those of you who used in the passed and stopped for good, how hard was it to stop? And did the negative side effects stay or go away? thx guys