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Things that changed your life

Drugs...

Smoking Cannabis for the first time: 15

Trying Mephedrone, opening my eyes to the vast array of other drugs, notably aMT <3: 21

Schizophernia or Drug-Induced Psychosis: 23

Coming off medication & symptoms clearing up as I did so: 25
 
1. Going to Frome and purchasing cassette 'copies' of Nirvana Nevermind and GNR - Appetite for Destruction
2. XTC
3. Ketamine
4. Death of unborn twins
 
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HouseFever said:
1. My best mate
2.MDMA
3.Raving
4. Graffiti
5. Music

There are certain things that changed me personally. But these things shaped the cunt that I am today.

VDS CREW!!!!!
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My list is this almost although I'd say
1-Graff - learnt so much from racking paint to fucking sas manoeuvres escaping from yards all nighters, chases dodging trains.
2-mdma - there's only 1 simple. That first time it hits you oh boy. I can hazard a guess that its like an old addict chasing the elusive dragon
3-football - I'm from Newcastle I was brought up on keegans entertainers, I still remember the first time I stepped foot in st James, if I had 1 wish it'd be that some sheik would bring glory days...
4-raving- hand in hand with mdma really some, if not the best times of my life have been had in raves.
5-girlfriend- always there for me, even tho I've had many issues many many issues.
 
Drinking a bottle of robitussin - 14

discovering erowid and my aunties stocked med cabinet - age 15

getting on bluelight - age 16

becoming a drug-addict - ages 17-now 27

losing my girlfriend to a pill overdose age 19

taking my songwriting to the next level age 21- now 27

learning discipline and keeping a job held down - current

OH and RADIOHEAD
 
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music in general.
going to uni.
meeting my best friend.
breaking up with my ex of three years.
MDMA.
LSD.
 
Training with the All Blacks when I was 17. After that I knew there was nothing I couldn't achieve in life if I put my heart and mind into it.

My first Japanese duck curry at age 22. I never looked at the fatty bird in the same light ever again.

Being spear tackled and effectively ending my rugby career aged 26. I spent several weeks lounging in the sun and swimming around Roman ruins in the South of Italy recuperating and planning the rest of my life. Decided rather than have surgery I would spend my life savings travelling. Ended up in a seedy apartment on the beach in Nice spending months drinking cheap reds and studying art.

Having a fallout with my mate and losing my job 2 weeks before my son was born. Decided to throw my self into my profession by taking more courses that would shape the direction of my career. If karma does exist it would explain why I'm booming and that mate has just been voted off his own board of directors.

My first doof with mates we met by accident. Coming up with the sun as the dust grew around me on a cold winter morning dance floor. The Dawn Stomp is what I live for now. Those friends are like my own flesh and blood to this day. Still hate EDM sober though.

Bra shopping with my daughter. Enough said really
 
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DMT

Women

Music

Meph, raves, various drugs,

and everything else that constantly shapes and moulds us as life flows on
 
Music.. buying Appetite for Destruction on cassette tape. First rock concert at 13.

Internet.. chatting with amazing strangers since 1995 and making some great friends via Facebook/BL.

Weed.. helped me realise that alcohol is shite and I was drinking far too much. Probably saved my liver.

Festivals/raving.. reminding me that there are people out there that enjoy fun random interactions with strangers.

Laser eye surgery.. forgot this one at first. Seeing things with edges for the first time without having to wear glasses/contacts was awesome.

School.. helped me hone my bitter cynicism and nerdiness.
 
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ColtDan said:
and everything else that constantly shapes and moulds us as life flows on
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I like this %)

And now my list:
  1. By far, becoming religious, 15 years ago :D <3
  2. Moving to the UK
  3. The relationship with my former boyfriend and dealing with the fallout
  4. Being unjustly slut-shamed in my teens (we are talking of the '80s here, I dread to think what it can be like now with all the social media available...)
  5. And of course MDMA, weed, meph, raving, etc. etc. You get the picture ;)

I'm sorry to hear that quite a few people has had very negative and traumatic experiences, even outside drug abuse :(
 
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It a recent two year period.
1. My pregnant wife nearly going to jail for the first and only bad thing she ever did.
2. My daughter been born.
3. My wife getting up in the middle of the night and dying on the floor.
4. My so called business partner taking advantage of that death to convert the assets, cash and revenues of our business to his own use.
 
gannetsarewe said:
It a recent two year period.
1. My pregnant wife nearly going to jail for the first and only bad thing she ever did.
2. My daughter been born.
3. My wife getting up in the middle of the night and dying on the floor.
4. My so called business partner taking advantage of that death to convert the assets, cash and revenues of our business to his own use.
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1, 3 and 4: Words fail me...
 
music and mosh pits
house parties and bongs of bud
1st ex girlfriends and mephedrone
a pharmacies worth of pharmaceuticals during school years
ketamine - LSD - DMT
first time i seen cannabis plants grow in all their glory
i experienced a true appreciation of irish scenery during my first ever festival when on acid
my first true taste of real love with my ex girlfriend then my first true taste of heroin addiction
a terrible time of coming to terms with my own sexuality
the first to the fourth OD, each time nulling me of fear of death each time to the point where i now dont care


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