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Benzos (thienodiazepine) Etizolam Megathread V2

I'm surprised you guys don't know about the tablets. And I mean the extra good ones, not that pink shit. The place I buy from is only selling to long time customers though. I can get like a bottle of 120 etizolam pills, but I went through them like a hurricane and I'm paying the price.

Yes, feeling like my heart was about to stop was anxiety. It's scary. This morning I woke up to my brain hurting, depression, tightness in the chest, just overall misery. I just took the last 2 of the .25 Xanax I have so I'm all out. Gabapentin isn't good enough to get me through this. So I'm screwed. I have to wait until Thursday for my klonopin script. It just feels like dying...
 
Oh and what made me mad last time I was suffering through withdrawals, I went to a local emergency clinic around here. It's just a small place. I was hoping the doctor would give me more benzos, but he gave me some shit called Hydroxyzine or something like that. Basically it's an anti-histamine. He said "Take this and see your psychiatrist. Hopefully if you keep taking this, you can get off benzos for good."

That's like saying "Here, take this Benadryl and you can get off benzos." I looked at that motherfucker like I wanted to kill him.

So if I can't make it to Thursday, I may have to go to the real fucking ER. I don't want to do that.

It's only Saturday and I'm in much pain. I don't think I can make it to Thursday. That's 120 mg of Etiz I ran through, of course I should expect to suffer. So stupid.
 
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Those 2 .25 Xanax did NOTHING. If anything, I feel worst. The pain in my chest is really bad. I was reading an old thread somewhere that said the only cure for benzo withdrawal are more benzos. That's so true. I used to power through with Gabapentin, but that hardly touches withdrawals. You still suffer. Also Gabapentin can cause suicidal thoughts and more depression, for me anyway. Ugh...please guys stay away from high doses. I seriously don't know what I'm going to do. I might have to just suck it up and go to ER.

Just updating: Took a few 600 mg Gabapentin cause that's all I have and I seem to be calmer. The worst thing you can do is work yourself up into more of a panic. I'm going to try to just power through with stupid Gabapentin again. At least most importantly, I shouldn't have seizures on it.
 
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^Hydroxyzine isn't that bad, ime it's nearly as good as a low dose diazepam, but it does nothing for withdrawal
Sorry that you have to go through this
 
Thank you. I'm feeling pretty decent. Those 600 mg Gabapentin really helped. The Hydroxyzine is just ok for calming down, it kinda puts you in a fog...It definitely doesn't replace a benzo though imo.

I should make it to Thursday when I get my klonopin script and it would be wise of me to not order Etiz again.

Thanks for replying! :)
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Thank you. I'm feeling pretty decent. Those 600 mg Gabapentin really helped. The Hydroxyzine is just ok for calming down, it kinda puts you in a fog...It definitely doesn't replace a benzo though imo.

I should make it to Thursday when I get my klonopin script and it would be wise of me to not order Etiz again.

Thanks for replying! :)
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Wow r u done with etiz??
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Thank you. I'm feeling pretty decent. Those 600 mg Gabapentin really helped. The Hydroxyzine is just ok for calming down, it kinda puts you in a fog...It definitely doesn't replace a benzo though imo.

I should make it to Thursday when I get my klonopin script and it would be wise of me to not order Etiz again.

Thanks for replying! :)
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U r done with etiz??
 
I'm going to try very hard to be completely done and stick to klonopin. I can't imagine another year on the etizolam roller coaster ride. I feel too great when I'm on it, then I run out and I crash hard without it. It's too much. It's taking over my life. It has already.
 
I've been doing awesome and not even thinking about Etiz UNTIL this guy I'm really into got in touch and we're seeing each other soon. Klonopin is BORING and makes me sleepy. Fine for only anxiety. Etiz is fun. And let me tell you, seeing him is going to require something only Etiz can do. It loosens me up and I go with the flow and have the best fucking time. I just feel free, not constantly doubting or second-guessing myself.

I need to get one of those kitchen safe things. I'll take out a certain amount of pills when I plan on seeing him and lock the rest of that bottle up.

The biggest problem before was taking Etiz when I was at home to block my reality out. I'm comfortable with my reality at home now and haven't had any at all. I've been thriving at home lately so at least I don't feel the need to erase that reality. But as far as going out, Etiz is just fun as fuck.
 
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I'm new here so sorry if this is the wrong place to post. I have been taking Kratom daily to stay away from opiates. But now I'm sick to death of Kratom. I just started trying RC's, namely Etizolam. First time I took it I woke up with an empty bottle & no memory of the night before. Second time I ate through 90% of my little pink pills with-again-no memory of the night before. This time-yes, I'm still trying-I was able to stick to my limit and enjoy the experience (partially by having my husband dispense them). I really love how they make me feel. Has anyone else dealt with this alternate personality they seem to induce which will stop at nothing to swallow every pill or drop until it's all gone? The blackouts are scary as hell and seem to have a life all their own.
 
Happyscout said:
I'm new here so sorry if this is the wrong place to post. I have been taking Kratom daily to stay away from opiates. But now I'm sick to death of Kratom. I just started trying RC's, namely Etizolam. First time I took it I woke up with an empty bottle & no memory of the night before. Second time I ate through 90% of my little pink pills with-again-no memory of the night before. This time-yes, I'm still trying-I was able to stick to my limit and enjoy the experience (partially by having my husband dispense them). I really love how they make me feel. Has anyone else dealt with this alternate personality they seem to induce which will stop at nothing to swallow every pill or drop until it's all gone? The blackouts are scary as hell and seem to have a life all their own.
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Welcome to Bluelight :)
I merged your post with the right megathread
Yeah, black outs can happen with benzos, people even woke up in the hospital or in a prison cell after taking too much.
Looks like you took too much to begin with, what was your dosage?

You really should read up on benzos before taking more, they can lead to serious addiction/dependence and withdrawal can even kill you in the worst case
 
Happyscout said:
I'm new here so sorry if this is the wrong place to post. I have been taking Kratom daily to stay away from opiates. But now I'm sick to death of Kratom. I just started trying RC's, namely Etizolam. First time I took it I woke up with an empty bottle & no memory of the night before. Second time I ate through 90% of my little pink pills with-again-no memory of the night before. This time-yes, I'm still trying-I was able to stick to my limit and enjoy the experience (partially by having my husband dispense them). I really love how they make me feel. Has anyone else dealt with this alternate personality they seem to induce which will stop at nothing to swallow every pill or drop until it's all gone? The blackouts are scary as hell and seem to have a life all their own.
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Yes, most definitely; my first two etizolam experiences were identical to yours, actually (as well, I was motivated to try it for similar reasons.)
The blackouts felt analogous to an alcohol blackout, though primarily characterized by a mindless compulsion to consume GABAergics... glad you're alright!
Having someone close to you administer the etizolam is a smart move- as well (though maybe this is just me, ymmv) remember that benzos (or thienos) are not alcohol and do not produce the same state of intoxication at high doses. I took me an embarrassing amount of time to figure out that that isn't what benzos/thienos are useful for :/
In short, though: it isn't just you! Pretty common occurance with this class of drug; don't take it as some indicator of moral degeneracy ;)
 
I live in Florida ands it's been banned. Are there any RCs that haven't been banned here that would help?
 
to help people out with questions regarding volumetric dosing:

# of micrograms ÷ # of drops = ug per drop.

so im doing 50000ug (50 mg) ÷ 100 drops = 500 ug per drop
 
I'm going though Etiz faster than ever. I had like 120 pills and they were gone over 2 to 3 days! They never went that fast before. Something told me to put some away in another bottle and hide it so I would have some left, but nope. Somehow I did all the pills.

The funny thing is I really wanted a chicken Asiago sandwich from Wendy's. Apparently someone brought it to me and I don't even remember the person bringing it to me or eating the sandwich! People said I acted normal and ate all my food. I was just blacked out I guess. It still amazes me how you can function without even knowing it.

I don't feel any bad effects after popping 120 pills over a few days. Maybe because I keep Gabapentin on hand so there's no seizure risk. Also, my prescription for Ritalin gives me a really nice distraction.
 
Does anyone have an experience with "inserting" etizolam into mint hard candy?
I'm planning to dissolve etizolam in 96% ethanol to have a 10mg/ml solution, then measure 1 or 2mg of etizolam of solution with syringe and put it on a candy. There would be a little liquid (0.1-0.2ml is a few drops after all) so I think it would't fall apart, and dry fast because it's alcohol. Of course I mean candies without the sugar layer on them. After putting solution on them I would dry them with in a room temperature for 24h at least.
Pills are extremely expensive in my country, I can get my hands on powder only, so having a few spiked candies would be the best choice.
And volumetric dosing is all right at home, but I'd like to carry couple of "pills" with me anytime.
I know I could make a few of them at low cost, but I'm asking if it's even worth the effort. Have anyone tried this?
 
CuriosityCat said:
Can you really obtain benzos overseas? Can anyone provide me a website? Might be a stupid question, is it legal?? Thanks in advance!!
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Curios Cat, yeah people do simply order research-chemical "benZos", but they are notorious for causing ridiculous blackouts and other things that could send a Cat to jail.
 
I'm worried I'm getting dependent on benzos. I've been taking either lyrica, soma, or xanax everyday for a month, I did abstain for single days here and there and felt fine so just kept telling myself i wasn't addicted so it was ok to keep using everyday. hope i'm not dependent, should stop for a few days hopefully i can sleep.
 
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