Benzos (thienodiazepine) Etizolam Megathread V2

[belfort]

I'm starting to get afraid because when I got my bottle of Etizolam, I was prepared to be in the best mood and up for anything. This time, I wasn't motivated and I felt dull, just like boring ass klonopin.

I really hope the good effects aren't wearing off. The whole point of taking it was because the world was brighter and it made me want to do things.

I'm going to get up in the morning and work out hard. I need a good sweat and maybe that will help the medicine work better after a hard work out. I just hope the etizzy isn't done making me feel good. If etizzy isn't working well as it used to, maybe I'll stick to Clonozelam.

yeah im shocked benzos made you feel like the world was brighter and that u wanted to do more things..benzos just kill anxiety for me and if anything they zap what enthusiasm i do have right away..

from what ive read clonozolam is worlds stronger than etizolam..i mean, it seems that 0.5 mgs of clonozolam would be equivalent to 6 mgs of etizolam..haha and yes, klonopin is definitely not a fun benzo at all..just kills anxiety and makes me kind of tired..ugghh

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

Yeah, that's how Etizolam worked with my brain. Actually it had an Adderall type of effect. Like when I took Adderall years ago, it made me feel the most confident and like I could do anything. Like speed. So that's how Etizolam made me feel and I was completed uninhibited (to an embarrassing point).

Now, it makes me feel dull. So all I can say is constant binging will change how it makes you feel. Sucks the fun right out of it. My brain reacts differently than other people to a lot of chemicals I notice.

 

[jmpw]

Over the last few days I have been experimenting with Etizest-1 MD. I find the effects to be very much like "xanax lite," a term I heard used by another researcher.

At 1mg, there is a marked removal of anxiety, but not much else in the way of mental or physical effects.

At 2mg , there is removal of anxiety, a slight giddiness, and slight loss of balance (physical equilibrium.)

At 3mg this substance causes one to become a little reckless, on top of previous effects, there is the desire to re-dose, even when physical euphoria has been achieved.

In the interest of harm reduction, I would not recommend experimenting in the 4mg+ range, as blackouts and subsequent habitual dosing have occurred in my case. However, it should be stated that without combination, there were no obvious physiological concerns at the dosage of 4-10mg

As a side note, this substance works wonders in terms of aborting a psychedelic experience. The onset is subtle, but visuals and anxiety are both reduced in a short period of time.

Overall, I would not recommend this substance as a recreational drug due to its short half life and addictive potential. The effects are subtle enough to warrant exploration in a therapeutic setting, but I don't see much use for this substance as a social drug.

 

[Jonnyboy369]

I compulsively redosed etizolam every time I had it, the same as every other benzo I ever had a supply of. Horrible behavior, benzos in general seem to be one of the worst drugs an addict can pick up. I liked it, it was like very easy to get Xanax. Physically , a little more euphoric and overall nicer feel than Xanax. Not as strong. I would take it, wait 30 minutes and convince myself I had inactive tablets. Not so, I was wasted. Proceeded to redose until blackout acheived , wake up to completely fucked up friendships, jobs, etc. Repeat as necessary. It's not the drugs fault, I am not that guy. I used to drink alot and use coke sometimes prior to this, which was a destructive cycle and I recognized it. I thought I would try benzos, specifically etizolam, to make it easier to quit doing those. I remember getting it, and I took too much the first time and fell asleep. Not a big fan at first , I put the tablets away. One morning I had a hangover and felt like shit, so I popped 2mg before work. This was when these things became magic beans to me. The hangover was gone, and I had one more at lunch for 3 mg. What would have been a shit day turned into a really good one. I got more, and it became "everything is better all the time"on etizolam. It feels safe, because you feel cozy and worry free, wrapoed in bubble wrap, not sketchy and burned out like the alcohol coke shit. I started to fuck up due to the delusional sobriety. I'll wrap it up, I lost a bunch.if jobs, friends, almost ended up in jail, od'd on heroin, benzos, and alcohol, and ended up in rehab and sober living due to my use of benzos. I could literally keep my shit together mostly beingban occasional drunk and cokehead, once I started benzos I was completely done. 100% out of control. For me this is good because I'm sober off everything now , I'm a self recognized addict that cannot handle drugs or alcohol. It's just crazy to me that something that seemed as mellow as etizolam has me this out of control. I think it must be because you think your sober , when your actually completely wasted that must be the really dangerous aspect of it .

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

All I know is I'm glad I'm getting my Etiz tomorrow. I only ordered the Etiz because c-lam is way stronger and will fuck me up quicker.

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

I compulsively redosed etizolam every time I had it, the same as every other benzo I ever had a supply of. Horrible behavior, benzos in general seem to be one of the worst drugs an addict can pick up. I liked it, it was like very easy to get Xanax. Physically , a little more euphoric and overall nicer feel than Xanax. Not as strong. I would take it, wait 30 minutes and convince myself I had inactive tablets. Not so, I was wasted. Proceeded to redose until blackout acheived , wake up to completely fucked up friendships, jobs, etc. Repeat as necessary. It's not the drugs fault, I am not that guy. I used to drink alot and use coke sometimes prior to this, which was a destructive cycle and I recognized it. I thought I would try benzos, specifically etizolam, to make it easier to quit doing those. I remember getting it, and I took too much the first time and fell asleep. Not a big fan at first , I put the tablets away. One morning I had a hangover and felt like shit, so I popped 2mg before work. This was when these things became magic beans to me. The hangover was gone, and I had one more at lunch for 3 mg. What would have been a shit day turned into a really good one. I got more, and it became "everything is better all the time"on etizolam. It feels safe, because you feel cozy and worry free, wrapoed in bubble wrap, not sketchy and burned out like the alcohol coke shit. I started to fuck up due to the delusional sobriety. I'll wrap it up, I lost a bunch.if jobs, friends, almost ended up in jail, od'd on heroin, benzos, and alcohol, and ended up in rehab and sober living due to my use of benzos. I could literally keep my shit together mostly beingban occasional drunk and cokehead, once I started benzos I was completely done. 100% out of control. For me this is good because I'm sober off everything now , I'm a self recognized addict that cannot handle drugs or alcohol. It's just crazy to me that something that seemed as mellow as etizolam has me this out of control. I think it must be because you think your sober , when your actually completely wasted that must be the really dangerous aspect of it .

I'm so glad you're sober now! You are absolutely right, if you have a hangover, Etiz works like magic and completely eliminates it and puts you in a great mood. Somewhere along the way while popping the pills, another part of your brain takes over, but you don't realize it. As far as you know, everything is fucking perfect in the world until you sober up off the etiozolam and realized you fucked shit up big time. I have a history of writing my embarrassments with this drug here. There are so many, I lost count. I'm glad you're sober. I'm still sticking to Etiz for now, just no more c-lam because that's another level of fucked up. Like maximum. I wouldn't recommend RC benzos to anyone. It's just a trap now. A trap I still enjoy because I have NO LIFE, but nonetheless, a trap. I've said this before, but don't become a slave to waiting for a package to come.

Fuck, I hate the mailman I have. It's 3:00 and still no mail. His slow ass usually comes around 3:30. Counting down the minutes is killing me. My body hurts from PAWS and I feel like a vegetable. Fucking benzos...

 

[Solipsis]

I use etizolam with some frequency, but it's pretty much always because of overstimulated feelings from other drug use when I'm going to bed, something like that. Not often enough to become dependent (again, that was years back), but I know I should be careful... the problem used to be that I took benzos to solve anxiety that I had every day, which is obviously unsustainable.

Anyway, now I feel nauseous not during the etiz effects but a fair part of the day after. Do you guys get that as well? I thought maybe it was because of an interaction with the pregabaline that I was scripted, but I am now off that so there is no consistent interaction, I suppose...

Are any of the metabolites disgustingly acting then?

(I can get by with 0.5 mg or less by the way! And I have maybe more than 2g, my god)

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

I use etizolam with some frequency, but it's pretty much always because of overstimulated feelings from other drug use when I'm going to bed, something like that. Not often enough to become dependent (again, that was years back), but I know I should be careful... the problem used to be that I took benzos to solve anxiety that I had every day, which is obviously unsustainable.

Anyway, now I feel nauseous not during the etiz effects but a fair part of the day after. Do you guys get that as well? I thought maybe it was because of an interaction with the pregabaline that I was scripted, but I am now off that so there is no consistent interaction, I suppose...

Are any of the metabolites disgustingly acting then?

(I can get by with 0.5 mg or less by the way! And I have maybe more than 2g, my god)

The nausea the next day could be because you're using other drugs AND Etiz before bed. It's probably having a nasty effect.

I was gonna ask if anyone gets body aches from etiz sometimes. My back has been hurting. It could be completely unrelated to Etiz because I recently made a drastic change with working out a lot and eating A LOT less. So maybe that has something to do with it. I take Ibuprofen when my back kinda starts hurting.
It doesn't last all day. I also feel weak sometimes.

So does anyone else feel weak or have any kind of body ache after taking Etiz? Like I said it could be all the working out lately and not eating much.

I still feel I could be having some side effects from too much use so I'm chilling out on that shit.

 

[Sobrietysucks]

The nausea the next day could be because you're using other drugs AND Etiz before bed. It's probably having a nasty effect.

I was gonna ask if anyone gets body aches from etiz sometimes. My back has been hurting. It could be completely unrelated to Etiz because I recently made a drastic change with working out a lot and eating A LOT less. So maybe that has something to do with it. I take Ibuprofen when my back kinda starts hurting.
It doesn't last all day. I also feel weak sometimes.

So does anyone else feel weak or have any kind of body ache after taking Etiz? Like I said it could be all the working out lately and not eating much.

I still feel I could be having some side effects from too much use so I'm chilling out on that shit.

Are u eating enough?

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

You're right. Maybe I'm not. For breakfast I had a light yogurt, a banana and an orange. I ran that shit off on the treadmill easily. Lately I know I've been burning all the food I eat lately. That's just my own sick fantasy of being thin. Still I was wondering if anyone else felt that way. Plus I've been doing 100 sit-ups and reverse crunches so maybe my back pulled something.

I was just trying to see if anyone else experienced that cause I do take Etizy after I work out, but it could be just from my own crap I'm doing.

I can tell you I feel fucking great now though. After working out and showering, I had some etizy, about 4 grams (high tolerance) and put the rest away. Waited like an hour and been drinking wine. Feeling good. I put the Etizy out of my reach because I notice when I drink I want to keep redosing. That's a waste and it makes you feel soooo drained the next day.

 

[Sobrietysucks]

You're right. Maybe I'm not. For breakfast I had a light yogurt, a banana and an orange. I ran that shit off on the treadmill easily. Lately I know I've been burning all the food I eat lately. That's just my own sick fantasy of being thin. Still I was wondering if anyone else felt that way. Plus I've been doing 100 sit-ups and reverse crunches so maybe my back pulled something.

I was just trying to see if anyone else experienced that cause I do take Etizy after I work out, but it could be just from my own crap I'm doing.

I can tell you I feel fucking great now though. After working out and showering, I had some etizy, about 4 grams (high tolerance) and put the rest away. Waited like an hour and been drinking wine. Feeling good. I put the Etizy out of my reach because I notice when I drink I want to keep redosing. That's a waste and it makes you feel soooo drained the next day.

Maybe ads some protein and fats in ur diet? They say u gotta eat a balanced diet So that's what i do. It will prolly help ur body replenish neurotransmitters and make the drugs work better. Im trying to stay in shape too. For fat/protein I eat like 2-3 eggs and add a tsp of olive oil on it. Then protein shake later idk... Ur a gal so maybe skip the shake and some fresh veggies? lol. Im not expert but I think you will lose weight pretty darn quick regardless...Ur pretty much burning off all u eat, so it can't help to add a bit of nutrition am i right ? Do it for the sake of etizolam

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

You mentioned eggs and I totally skipped lunch. I listed 3 eggs in my calendar to eat for lunch and forgot. For dinner, there was meat and other stuff since someone BBQ'd. Off topic I haven't slept these past couple nights, it's killing me. Since I started working out again my body and muscles are adjusting to it and it fucking hurts. I hate it.

I wasn't able to sleep without Etiz, but I thought for sure once I got more I would be sleeping like a baby. I'm drinking in the middle of the fucking night hoping that will help. I'm taking a few days off exercising. I think I jumped in too hard and fast, especially drastically cutting meals. Ugh, I feel sick.

I still think maybe Etiz starts to make your body feel shitty especially after months and months of use, like it backfires. And honestly, we're still learning about this drug. Sometimes it feels like it's deteriorating my body or something. I don't know.

 

[Sobrietysucks]

You mentioned eggs and I totally skipped lunch. I listed 3 eggs in my calendar to eat for lunch and forgot. For dinner, there was meat and other stuff since someone BBQ'd. Off topic I haven't slept these past couple nights, it's killing me. Since I started working out again my body and muscles are adjusting to it and it fucking hurts. I hate it.

I wasn't able to sleep without Etiz, but I thought for sure once I got more I would be sleeping like a baby. I'm drinking in the middle of the fucking night hoping that will help. I'm taking a few days off exercising. I think I jumped in too hard and fast, especially drastically cutting meals. Ugh, I feel sick.

I still think maybe Etiz starts to make your body feel shitty especially after months and months of use, like it backfires. And honestly, we're still learning about this drug. Sometimes it feels like it's deteriorating my body or something. I don't know.

Did u get any sleep?do u eat anything before bed? I think the shitty feeling is part of dieting.

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

You're right. Sometimes meals were skipped, especially dinner. I just didn't have an appetite for dinner, but I need to make sure I eat it.

Fuck...I'm jonesing. I hate that feeling so bad. The cravings. Now that it's gone I'm craving like hell. It will pass eventually, it's just especially hard to keep your mind off it in the beginning.

Ok, so I was able to get 2 Norcos so that will at least give me some kind of relief later. My tolerance is so high from other drugs, I might not hardly feel anything. Who knows...

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

I woke up today feeling like shiiiit! Kinda sweaty. Maybe I need to wait an hour to see how things feel since I just woke up, but I'm thinking I went through that bottle way too fast. My mind and body feel fucked and it's only the second day off of it.

Maybe withdrawal is kicking in quick. As soon as I woke up, I took some Gabapentin cause I don't want to feel worst or risk seizure, etc. Even Gabapentin can't replace the true feeling of a benzo. It's just a safety measure. Last time I was only taking Gabapentin, it still felt like I was going through a psychosis. Shit, that's how I ended up at the psychiatrist crying and shaking and suicidal last time.

No matter what, I run out too soon. Can't get klonopin script until next Thursday that's 7 days I need to hold on tight. It doesn't seem that long, but time literally stops when you run out of benzos and 7 days seems like 7 months. It's embarrassing to be so out of control with these damn benzos.

Maybe I can ask for a lil' Xanax from someone in my home. The person I get Xanax from only has .25 pills. That is NOTHING with the kind of tolerance I have. I'd have to eat many of those. How the fuck could someone even with a low tolerance feel anything at all from fucking .25? Ridiculous.

 

[CosmicG]

UGHHH. We seem to be in a somewhat similar situations C2C. After experiencing withdrawal for the last month coming off diclaz (tried tapering) I impulsively bought 100 mgs of etizolam which is to be delivered to my house today. Honestly can't wait until the postman gets here I tried hard to soldier through it but it's just too damn difficult to keep a job while going through this shit! Not working isn't an option for me atm so after feeling as though I had no other choice...yep I caved. The body twitches are what really led me back.

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

I am sooo sorry. I know how badly you tried to quit. Hopefully your mail person is faster than mine. The last time, that slow motherfucker didn't get here till 3:45 pm! I don't blame you for caving since you're working. I don't know how people manage to work AND go through withdrawal.

I'm glad you'll have relief today and don't beat yourself up for going back. You're doing the best you can. ?

I ran out of money and I feel like a piece of shit always asking someone in my house for pills lately, but gotta do what I gotta do. I'll just offer to pay for them next time I get money.

 

[CoastTwoCoast]

Withdrawals from this shit sucks. I am hypersensitive and scared. I feel everything too much. I've been trying to manage with a .25 Xanax here and there, but that's like baby aspirin compared to large doses of Etizolam. I pray to God I'm off for good one day. The withdrawals aren't worth the benefit of this RC benzo in the end.

Also, there are moments it feels like my heart is about to stop and I freak out, but it seriously feels like my heart is about to stop at times. Maybe I should get my heart checked out. Essentially, this is poison anyway.

 

[belfort]

i assume most on here are buying Etizolam power?or are they still using etiz 1 mg tablets?

is etizolam powder 100 mgs equivalent to 100 etiz 1 mg tablets?

 

[Solipsis]

Also, there are moments it feels like my heart is about to stop and I freak out, but it seriously feels like my heart is about to stop at times. Maybe I should get my heart checked out. Essentially, this is poison anyway.

Sensations like that are pretty common with high anxiety levels / panic, I know them.

If you cold turkey from high doses of benzos / thienos it can indeed be dangerous though. You would probably get seizures and hypertensive crisis I expect.

I find alpra (xanax) to be the most comparable to etizolam I think.

I have powder dissolved in alcohol - I use doses under 1 mg usually.

Yes if the 1 mg dosing of the tablets is true and the powder is pure as well then 1 x 100 = 100 x 1 -> it's equivalent.

I can't even remember taking etiz tablets anymore or what their color was.