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So, about a week ago I acquired a quantity of etizolam. Not the pellets, etilaam md-1mg in their blister packs. Have previous experience with benzos, though not my DOC. First time, I took 2mg thinking equipotency to ~1 mg of xanax, assumptions about right: a little relaxed, anxiety down, general well-being. Not bad, but I was looking for a
little more...
From that point, I've been searching for some stronger effects, that so-called "euphoria" people get with eti, which I always thought was in the user's head when it came to standard benzos. Just knowing you're on them gives that feeling. Understand?
So I've experimented with different doses: 3, 4, 5, 6... Sometimes as a re-dose the same day, others as first thing in the day. Gotten not much more than the first experience, slight added relaxation and laziness. Can easily stay awake though, wasn't walking wobbly at all, though it was kinda fun

If I remember right from research it is supposed to be quite hypnotic, didn't feel much of that. I used to get pretty stupid from 2-3mg of klonopin or xanax back in the day. If I'm an odd case and it doesn't knock me out it's a good thing for me cause I could really use the anxiolytic and wakeful effects for my general anxiety.
This saturday and sunday: 2-day bender with stims, no etizolam taken
Now to yesterday, nothing much to do. Experimenting with doses... To sum it up, I took 17mg in the course of ~12 hours! I counted what I had left and didn't believe I took that much so I dug through the trash for the empty packs and sure enough, 17mg gone. Weird thing, I was pretty clear-headed the whole day, no nodding, naps. Didn't do anything stupid, remember everything except taking that rediculous amout of etizolam...
After that, I broke down and got tagamet and gfj, and that gave effects that I was more expecting from lower doses.
So, I heard that tolerance builds super fast to eti, but is re-dosing less effective like it is with amps? Would the amps that are no longer active centrally but still present in my body cancel them out somewhat? Also, I've been about two weeks clean after 2 or so years of some major alcoholism. Would that somehow numb the effects of benzos, being the methods of action are similar?
Am I just over-thinking this and it's just tolerance?
Thanks in advance for the input
