EverythingsEventual
Ex-Bluelighter
Found in a journal from September 04...
You were the greatest love that I never had the chance to feel
Used to be so happy when it was you and I against the world
But it never got further than being the best of friends
Because you're too busy snorting lines on my living room table
Stop trying to take me down with you
Always saying that it will give me the confidence I need
If I wanted the confidence I'd do it without the white stuff
Don't want to go down with your ship
If you keep doing this you're going to sink so low
Stop trying to push me, stop telling me how to live my life
You're engineering things so I do the work and you reap the benefits
Don't come looking for my love when the white stuff fucks you over
I won't be the one that catches you cos I've played that game before
You only listen when I tell you what you want to hear
You ran rings around me last time and I just can't keep up
Here's where the story ends - no more - we're done.
You were the greatest love that I never had the chance to feel
Used to be so happy when it was you and I against the world
But it never got further than being the best of friends
Because you're too busy snorting lines on my living room table
Stop trying to take me down with you
Always saying that it will give me the confidence I need
If I wanted the confidence I'd do it without the white stuff
Don't want to go down with your ship
If you keep doing this you're going to sink so low
Stop trying to push me, stop telling me how to live my life
You're engineering things so I do the work and you reap the benefits
Don't come looking for my love when the white stuff fucks you over
I won't be the one that catches you cos I've played that game before
You only listen when I tell you what you want to hear
You ran rings around me last time and I just can't keep up
Here's where the story ends - no more - we're done.
much strength to you! I'm sorry to see you have gone! 
