Well, my 40 days experiment seems to have had mixed results. Sometime during that period, I seem to have lost direction and forgot my goal.
However, a most wonderful thing happened: I got a job!!!
I am now working as a security guard, with the same company my father works at. This has two benifits:
1. I get money so that I can travel (more on that in a bit)
2. Less guilt. Now I am doing the same work my father does. I do not feel as guilty as I did before, knowing my dad's a security guard and still taking his money...
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Good news: I am 24 hours into withdrawal from Codeine. If I manage to hold through this, it means I will be free once again! I need to be free before the 26th, anyway. Why?
Better news: I'm going to Montenegro on the 27th!!! I am SO FUCKING EXCITED. My cousin is getting married there and has actually sent me (and my family) tickets to go there. After the wedding, I plan to explore it and the countries surrounding it, focussing on Bosnia and either Romania or Turkey, depending on which direction I go.
As soon as my withdrawal ends, I shall change the title of this blog to fit the mood. Codeine has turned me into a monster, and I am glad I'm escaping from its clutches in hopes of finding my real self again - the Yazan that people actually like.
Expect more stories (and pics) as the travelling starts. I hope I get some readership....
to everyone 
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However, a most wonderful thing happened: I got a job!!!
I am now working as a security guard, with the same company my father works at. This has two benifits:
1. I get money so that I can travel (more on that in a bit)
2. Less guilt. Now I am doing the same work my father does. I do not feel as guilty as I did before, knowing my dad's a security guard and still taking his money...
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Good news: I am 24 hours into withdrawal from Codeine. If I manage to hold through this, it means I will be free once again! I need to be free before the 26th, anyway. Why?
Better news: I'm going to Montenegro on the 27th!!! I am SO FUCKING EXCITED. My cousin is getting married there and has actually sent me (and my family) tickets to go there. After the wedding, I plan to explore it and the countries surrounding it, focussing on Bosnia and either Romania or Turkey, depending on which direction I go.
As soon as my withdrawal ends, I shall change the title of this blog to fit the mood. Codeine has turned me into a monster, and I am glad I'm escaping from its clutches in hopes of finding my real self again - the Yazan that people actually like.
Expect more stories (and pics) as the travelling starts. I hope I get some readership....
to everyone .
