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the summer that should have never ended

Mellabopper

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well that's it,
the end of summer.
it ended tonight
and it seemed like just yesterday it had begun
and oh, how much has changed since then -
how much has changed.
I find myself sad to be leaving
friends that I just recently found
if only I had found them sooner
if only there were more time
if only…
its not like we don't have the rest of our lives ahead of us,
because we do -
but it just seems like so far away
until we'll be together again.
and I want them
need them
now.
it's the stupid little things
that make everything worth it
the times we laughed
and shared
cried
and connected.
all of those things that I was missing before
I found
with you.
last year I couldn't have been happier to be leaving
last year was different
I didn't have then what I have now:
your friendship.
this year
there will actually be something to miss.
I wish this summer could have gone on forever
my only regret is not finding you sooner.
and how much I have learned since we first met
and how much I have changed
you have done the same
I am forever grateful
to the great power above
for letting me find you again
because like I needed you then
I need you now
and its not 'goodbye'
it is 'until we meet again'
which in a few months will happen
and during those months we will go on
and live our separate lives
but this summer,
the summer that should have never ended,
I will always remember
as the way summers should be:
filled with friends
and happiness
fun
and love.
learning
changing
growing
sharing
living
experiencing
breathing
connecting
loving
and being.
this is what summer is made of
and it is what you have made of mine.
thank you.
8-17-01
Mellabopper
(a bit on the cheesy side, however it had to be written)
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I see no cheese here,...just feelings into words.
I miss those same kinds of summers too. They all seem so far and long ago now, but the passage of time has not completely dimmed their inspiring sentimental warmth, in my heart.
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*sniffle* see ya' this winter!
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mella, mella, mella...
it's the stupid little things
that make everything worth it
sweetie, i think we share a brain.
i went through a really hard time with justin once. our fights are usually the same... i bitch about little insignificant things, and his retort is always "all you care about is the stupid little things... i dont cheat on you, i dont beat you... how can you complain?" but in my mind, what makes you love someone, makes you remember them and respect them and care for them, is the little things. anyone can have a "good" relationship... but it takes a lot more to have a "great" one. (men just dont understand this). i would trade all the extravagent gifts he's given me (including this diamond) for little things like a walk on a sunny day, a single yellow rose, dancing in the living room, a surprise breakfast that he attempted to cook.
summer... gone already. it seemed so short... i dont have any really fond memories that i will pack into some album, or into the back of my brain. in fact if i had my way i wouldn't remember this summer at all, it brought me nothing but heartache. i'm glad that someone gave you a summer worth cherishing.
your words continue to captivate me. they usually start off with a tear and end with a smile.
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E-girl
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"...there are 2 paths, you can go back, but in the long run... there's still time to change the road you're on..."
 
Excellent mel,,
Wish we had been able to do more things this summer.. other then the random party. Hopefully this winter/next-summer we can become a bit closer friends and actually do normal people stuff :p :p..
Dont get into too much trouble up there :p (kinda far for me to have to come and bail someone out :p) and ill be waitin for ya to come back ^_^
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one of my favorites. i meant what i said, most of your poems start me with a tear, and end me with a smile.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
Find one person you can count on forever, one person you can love forever, and one person you can be with forever... and if you're lucky, it will all be the same person.
"Live for the memories."
 
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