mrflowers00
Ex-Bluelighter
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- May 23, 2010
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kace please throw them up you don't need to die over a job and go to the ER and they can give you charcoal
Capt. How ya been ?
Hey, I'm sorry for the post before, was stupid of me. I just snapped and took everything, I just got discharged from the hospital. That was horrible. I felt so guilty for doing it to my family after taking them, so phoned nhs direct and told them I fucked up and if it was a lethal dose (yeah). Then they kicked in and I was fucked, remember 4 paramedics taking me to a&e, was there all night and morning hooked up to shit, constant tests, beeping, heart rate in the 30s-40s, throwing up, couldn't stand or talk or do anything. Betablockers, val and paracetamol are definitely not the way to go.
Thanks mrflowers00, hthr007 and goonbag. Im sorry for my fucked up posts. I gotta try and keep it together.
Hope anyone who is feeling suicidal feels better soon.. Things will get better.. Nothing is worth ending your life.