Yeah, it was by far the highest dose of a quasi-acid drug I have ever taken. In fact, probably the highest dose of a psychedelic I have ever taken. Man it was such an epic trip. Whatever I thought of at the peak I would experience in my mind. I was also teleporting around to beautiful landscapes, such as a deck at a condo overlooking the ocean from some hilltops in the tropics on a sunny day. It really totally wiped me out and blew my mind.
It was also very serious in nature at times, in terms of reflecting on my life. Desperate times call for desperate measures. Although, I didn't have to measure the blotter; just count ten of them from my two sheets which I am super happy I picked up a while ago.
Also with the heroin withdrawal only a couple weeks out and all I was sort of 'expecting' (the unexpected and always random my trips be) a fun / non-confrontational type of trip. On AL-LAD I've noticed that I am incapable of attaching any meaning to emotions. I experience them, analyze them and know why, but for example I can't actually feel very much scared. I can feel it... I'm just not bothered by it. It's a really interesting effect.
I haven't been itching to trip at all and I find that this is when I have the best trips. I just happened to take 10 hits of Aladdin that day. Same with DMT... I woke up last week and decided to smoke it, quite randomly. I never question 'cravings' for psychedelics. Only cravings for weed and opiates haha, since I smoke way more pot than I would personally like to because I like it too much and fiend it and I am trying to get off heroin and oxy because I am way too hooked at this point to function. The Aladdin trip was wonderful and really cleared my mind. There is so much wrong with my life at the moment and I really see things clearing up for me in the near future.
It was one of the most incredible, mind blowing experiences of my life. Straight up. I am editing this by the way since I just completely passed out for three hours. I'm still recovering