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I always forget what an amazing difference a good book can make, generally speaking :(

Anyone read Debt: The First 500 Year or The Utopia of Rules? Outside of drug policy, public health research or addiction books? Those are probably the last two books I read I really loved.

When I'm really feeling sad I'll read The Hot Zone or Gates of Fire and I'll find some comfort in positive associations related to childhood.
 
I started Slaughterhouse Five and really like it. The humour is a type I haven't really experienced before. I really want to read more Kerouac novels.

First two weeks of withdrawal, no way I can stay focussed to read a book, but after that I begin to recover my mental capacity. I like to read, and play guitar once I'm past the acute phase.
 
i just bought the Dharma Bums and am looking forward to reading it, but i keep nodding out and forgetting everything i've read lolp
 
Man, the Dharma Bums is such a good read. I read through it earlier this year. I'm also looking to re-read Naked Lunch, and also Queer by Burroughs. Yo get off your doped up ass and read the dharma bums man it's such a good read. My fave part is when they are fucking that girl but like staying still in some position for a spiritual practice lol. And then Kerouac was practicing sexual abstinence at the time ahaha.

So I am going to smoke some DMT today I just need to make sure it is safe to do in opiate detox. I don't question psychedelic cravings ever. They are telling me they have something to reveal to me about myself.

edit - So I hit 50mg DMT in my dab rig, got almost every bit of vapour and it was honestly like fucking the universe. I have always found DMT to be by far the best psychedelic for me personally. I have back pain so I can just lay down for 15 minutes and be good.

That was incredible, one of the best drug experiences of my life and I see now why I suddenly was so attracted to the idea of smoking it today when I rarely ever do. I'm almost 2 weeks clean and I'm still sick, I was getting really discouraged but the overwhelming feminine energy that everything would be okay and I just gave into it. It was fucking AMAZING!!! And really insightful too - but above insightful, it really just felt totally physically and spiritually healing.

2nd edit - I did it a second time an hour later, and the lesson was much harsher. It seems to be really healing though, I am loving it. I wouldn't do it again for a while because I got the message, and since the drug only lasts an hour (including afterglow) the future is really in my hands.
 
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I've known many people (including myself) who find DMT really rewarding during withdrawal :) very much like a much short acting version of iboga or DXM, but no less intense as the most potent experiences. If you can tolerate working with them, they've the potential to be super helpful.
 
Oh, I can tolerate it. I wouldn't take something like mushrooms or acid at the moment but a short acting psychedelic like DMT, actually rid me of withdrawal even the physical symptoms for a good hour, while reinstating me with hope through it's (or I prefer Her) teaching, as DMT seems like such a female manifestation of energy to me.

I'll smoke it whenever I'm feeling down and really need something to help me out, for the next couple weeks I could easily see myself using it once daily. I don't think that is necessarily unhealthy behaviour either. It's certainly better than a fucking relapse and DMT seems as healthy as cannabis to me. Man it really gave me my hope back, or helped me to see : ) and I got some subs today, from a buddy who was hooked on fent for a while. Even gave me a quarter of mushrooms and told me to hang in there, was really helpful having a smoke with somebody who got clean and from fucking fent, all us Canadians use haha except me. I never ever do I stay sick. I am partial the heroin, or oxy's or dilaudid but I won't take illicit fent, what 90% of addicts up north are fucking with.
 
I didn't, and I don't mind you asking at all. It was really tough for me to find actually. I really had to seek it out and I've had it stored for a few years now.

I really look forward to doing that too. I know that it's relatively easy to do (no synthesis discussion of course) - have you tried to before (if you don't mind me asking the same question)? It took me a long time to do with mushrooms, making silly mistakes leading to contamination so I'm sure there is at least a tad of a learning curve.

The two experiences I had earlier today were phenomenal. Really eye opening, and now that I have a few subs as of later on after my dmt trips, and more herb and shatter soon, and without getting high on heroin for a couple weeks - I am in a great position to get clean once and for all. I'm sure I'll smoke DMT in the near future as I continue to detox. If I really need the message right now, I don't see an issue with using it at most once a day for the next couple weeks. DMT really suits me and I was actually really surprised by that. It feels healthy to do it, like I could on a daily basis (although, I wouldn't do that as I wouldn't want to risk losing the wonderful, constructive effects I am getting).

My friend gave me a quarter of shrooms today too, since he is clean and knows how rough it is to get there. Really nice guy. I'll be taking those in the wilderness this summer, just need to find the right time.
 
So your DMT was still pretty active after sitting on it for a few years?^ I've had a 1/4lb of mimosa hostillis stored away in my "trippy kit" and have been losing sleep recently over it losing potency. I think I'm going to try brewing some ayahuasca before I lug the freezer I have set aside at my grandmothers house for the extraction. It's been stored in an air right jar inside a book bag with some pure harmala freebase and some Peruvian Torch. I know mescaline is pretty stable and if you sat on your stash for a few years and tripped off of 50mgs then I think I really only need to worry about the harmala freebase which is in a vial in a jar in a book bag. I suppose Syrian Rue isn't too hard to obtain worse case scenario.
 
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I burned DMT residue off my dabber there was very little smoke produced it was coating a small surface. Didn't feel like getting a little DMT along with my live resin. Apparently it is 95% thc. I'll just leave it on next time actually as this live resin wax is a little hard to handle and it would just stick. Man, I can't wait to vape that live resin it is the strongest I've had.
 
Do you prefer Indica, Sativa or Hybrid ? Or maybe a favorite strain ? I've been luvin me some sativa dominant hybrid flower & shatter or budder. I take breaks lasting 3-5 weeks and sometimes still get those crazy anxiety filled introspective on the edge of panic stones once in a while but the majority are lovely. I think I've got Tangie & GirlScout Cookies atm, my budtender has never steered me wrong.
 
That counts too :) I'm on my second cup of coffee. I don't know why I do this to myself... after #1 it just rips up my gut these days. My GI system has been through more than anyone's deserves :(
 
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