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This day is really shaping up nicely. :)

Took some phenibut and another dose of Kratom. Feeling better than I should be. Huge perma grin on my face and everything.

About to turn on Netflix and continue watching "The 100" which I started watching last weekend. I've really enjoyed the first two seasons though I'm not sure how I feel about the third yet.

If you haven't seen it yet its sort of a Lord of the flies - post apocalyptic -dystopia thing going on. Don't let the first episode fool you... It will seem as if the show is geared towards teens but if you stick with it past the first episode you'll discover it's actually fairly sophisticated/adult like. Just don't expect any real nudity. There are some intimacy scenes but you'd have to quickly pause the show at just the right moment and squint pretty hard just to see some lame side boob (that would undoubtedly by without the nipples in view). Decent amount of blood/gore/death. It's not just a show geared for teens but it will seem that way during the first episode.

I'm rambling, sorry. Time to watch.
 
I've had all sorts of drug experiences over the last 20 or so years including daily marijuana smoking for about the first 4 of those twenty years. One day marijuana stopped being enjoyable so I quit and I haven't smoked in a LONG time (12-15 years now) besides one tiny hit from a friends joint I had a couple years ago.

But with all those years of drug using experience I am a bit embarrassed to say I had to look 'shatter' up on Google. Figured it was some cannabis product but beyond that had no clue.

Most be some pretty potent stuff? Can't even imagine... Just the smallest hit of marijuana smoke is too much for me cause everyday marijuana has gotten so insanely potent. Can't imagine using something so concentrated... I'd probably end up wigging out honestly.
 
I wish I had the time though. :| Quite busy.

Most of my time is dedicated to editing my book, which I have taken a break from because I'm almost done with that. I'm sure I won't need to correct any plot holes as there probably won't be any.
 
http://bluelight.org/vb/threads/734737-What-is-Captain-Heroin-s-book-about

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I came up with a description about my novel a while ago, but I think I'll give it a second shot.

My novel is a speculative, dystopian novel, with elements of horror, psychological, and sci-fi, as well as being deeply philosophical. It is set a hundred years or more into the future, where two young adult females survive an attempted assassination, leading them to revolt against the dystopian US government, by stockpiling biochemical as well as traditional weapons. The novel follows their efforts to change the world through an assault on a military compound, all the way through a main character's plot to depopulate the world, and what then unfolds as a result of their actions.

Whether or not any one point of the book represents a 'utopia' or 'dystopia' is dependent on the reader's perspective and ideology, and I write the novel knowing that each reader will have a unique experience and appreciation for certain events that unfold in the novel.
 
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^ My interest is piqued, any ideas for a title yet ? Are you accepting applications for the 1st draft focus group ?

I could use something juicy like that on audio book right about now. Mixing up powder compositions for aerial salute shells means NO shatter, pills, EtOH or anything fun for that matter.

Always wear your grounding straps when folding Potassium Permanganate / Aluminum powder mixtures kids!

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I wasn't aware you were such a morning person CH ;)

I could use something juicy like that on audio book right about now. Mixing up powder compositions for aerial salute shells means NO shatter, pills, EtOH or anything fun for that matter.

Always wear your grounding straps when folding Potassium Permanganate / Aluminum powder mixtures kids!

Support Your Local Pyrotechnics Guild
& Aim High​

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Hehehe happy 4th :) sounds like you're gonna have fun.

Feeling kinda crappy after what felt like a long weekend. I cannot wait until the fall...
 
Ah, that makes far more sense :)

I'm like that detoxing from methadone or when I binge on dissociatives, it's quite the learned skill - staying up for days I mean.
 
Yo dude you mentioned cannabis activates the mu opioid receptor like indirectly or something?

Last summer, I was dabbing like crazy (at least ten mid to large dabs a day). I didn't do any heroin from the moment onwards that I got the shatter, and now this is happening again. Instead, I find myself buying shatter with some of the money I used to spend on dope. Since, in early December I started using H again after trying to quit. I've totally screwed myself this time and I'm done so here I am getting shatter instead.

I have been off dope now for over a week but I still feel like shit. I feel better though and shatter helped as much as benzos did... that's really saying something. Weed just mellows me out in a way that nothing else can. Sniffing H always gave me an exhilarating high with a physically relaxed body, but I was never all that chill. For one I needed heaves of money I didn't have.

That would make a lot of sense, since I seem to crave opiates much less when I'm stoned. I keep my weed tolerance high school level for detoxing.
 
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