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Yeah meth was a bad idea, poor impulse control is a symptom so might explain a little bit. I usually end up hearing stories from friends about how I flew off the handle and shit got scary, I'm not such a good person when blacked out, like night and day.

You don't have conversations with Tyler Durden during any of these periods do you? Or plan to blow up all of the financial centers to reset everyone's debt? (#Fight Club)
 
Lol no, but the lack of empathy is similar. The kind caring individual you all know doesn't exist in that state.
 
I didn't even pick up on that, nice one.. haven't seen you around for a while either, glad you're back.
Thank You! I got a job finally, at Jack in the box lol so just been working getting high and chillin at home, tomorrow is payday tho might goto an Indian casino and try my luck
 
Thank You! I got a job finally, at Jack in the box lol so just been working getting high and chillin at home, tomorrow is payday tho might goto an Indian casino and try my luck

God Bless the Indian casinos and the awesome selection of Mortars and Cakes (fireworks) they sell. There's a place in Laughlin, Nevada that's my absolute favorite. I mean shooting guns, fireworks and gambling in the same spot. Yee-Haww
 
Just started dabbing again. Been dabbing for a long while; I missed it. We're in the process of legalization so I don't aways have a good connect for that.

Took some oxy's today mistake I guess, 80mg extended release. I still felt like shit after 2 weeks of detox. Wanted a break, I will be spending the rest of my budget money on more shatter though. I think it's just one of those times where I feel bad naturally, not enough sunlight, not enough socializing but I got my buddy from another country stopping by today. Bought a bong again too - my last one was so nice, but it's around a 12 hour drive away at my ex's from the summertime.

I'm reading Infinite Jest some of you were saying it's a good read? I am enjoying it so far, just 50 pages in or so. Can't wait to discuss it with my brother; he's already read it. Then I will get to Inherent Vice as that will be a great first Pynchon book for me. I'll probably take some notes while reading Gravity's Rainbow and Mason & Dixon. My brother said that the film Inherent Vice stayed relatively true to the book, and loved the read. It is one of our favourite films, so I will be trading him that one for something, likely On the Road if he enjoys The Dharma Bums as I'm sure the little dude will.
 
Just started dabbing again. Been dabbing for a long while; I missed it. We're in the process of legalization so I don't aways have a good connect for that.

Took some oxy's today mistake I guess, 80mg extended release. I still felt like shit after 2 weeks of detox. Wanted a break, I will be spending the rest of my budget money on more shatter though. I think it's just one of those times where I feel bad naturally, not enough sunlight, not enough socializing but I got my buddy from another country stopping by today. Bought a bong again too - my last one was so nice, but it's around a 12 hour drive away at my ex's from the summertime.

I'm reading Infinite Jest some of you were saying it's a good read? I am enjoying it so far, just 50 pages in or so. Can't wait to discuss it with my brother; he's already read it. Then I will get to Inherent Vice as that will be a great first Pynchon book for me. I'll probably take some notes while reading Gravity's Rainbow and Mason & Dixon. My brother said that the film Inherent Vice stayed relatively true to the book, and loved the read. It is one of our favourite films, so I will be trading him that one for something, likely On the Road if he enjoys The Dharma Bums as I'm sure the little dude will.

Oh man, you were just getting over the hump with your off WDs! You taken some more? I know it's tempting but all that does is put you in a state of perms withdrawl that will erode your very soul (been there).

Is that girl still on the scene? Not heard you talk about her for a few days....everything OK bro?
 
Yea you gotta be honest with yourself. There a difference between using a little for a bit for relief of discomfort or using for effect and comfort. You could've broke the 80 mg why did you use the whole thing?
 
I got my brother a paper copy with a colourful cover and he has finished the book; he holds it in high regard so I am going to end up reading it when I am done the long book Infinite Jest and we go to trade. I am just about to read that in fact. I had a nice day today and I need to remember I work pretty soon. I should read until then, and brew some tea so I don't fall asleep. The candles have been going for a long time and should burn until work begins. It was a nice day I chilled with my buddy visiting from Europe. He tried dmt and didn't know what to say but clearly enjoyed the experience.

I am so happy to be dabbing shatter again. I have a nice connect for shatter again, it is good and not too expensive. Tasty and potent. I love it, I have been dabbing since 2010 and I have really missed it lately. I have smoked nothing but good outdoor up until last week when I got into shatter again. I smoked some kush first but I preferred the outdoor, had a cleaner high never felt sleepy. The dab is near psychedelic though. Those nice lil snake dabs. As my opioid habit grew I forgot about shatter for a long time. I used to enjoy live resin, but I am getting good shatter these days that is just as potent, not as terpy though. I have essential oils to inhale after dabbing too. I haven't dropped any dabs in quite a while and I am more passionate about hash than ever it seems. I have 5 grams of haze to go through... that is enough to keep me stoned for a very long time if used accordingly.
 
God Bless the Indian casinos and the awesome selection of Mortars and Cakes (fireworks) they sell. There's a place in Laughlin, Nevada that's my absolute favorite. I mean shooting guns, fireworks and gambling in the same spot. Yee-Haww
Lol ironic as fuck because that's the casino I was talking about and visited earlier
 
I was thinking more like, "What's Inherent Vice?" If it's inherent, it's not something you can acquire. Could be another of the Cap'n's religious tracts, you know, on original sin. He likes to spam the board for Catholicism sometimes, a real pre-Vatican II papist.

Meanwhile my mother has handed down THREE kindles to me, which I just keep for the occasional laptop frying. I've never seen much problem with the regular paper form of books and magazines either. I guess if you wanted to read at night during a power outage. But they have candles for that.
 
I prefer keeping most things on my laptop. I prefer a paper novel, but textbooks, journal articles, notes, etc I like to keep digital. Easier to organize
 
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