Well it wasn't the first time I've done something like that to her, and it won't be the last.
But again, it wasn't as if I randomly drugged her. She had agreed to take a dissociative (the HA-996), I merely substituted an equivalent amount of another dissociative, one that she wouldn't have taken knowingly because of the three very scary sounding letters at the end: 3F-PCP. It worked out great, she had no inkling that she had taken something other than HA-996. It was really effective in what I hoped it would achieve. Within half an hour she felt so much better and was very grateful for me giving it to her since it rapidly stopped a multiple day depressive episode. She even said, "wow, why didn't you give this to me two days ago". She has been better ever since actually (its been i think 4 or 5 days now). Sort of akin to a ketamine infusion treatment, ie a rapid antidepressant effect that lasts for days after taking it. Just from 11 milligrams.
But to anyone reading this, do not attempt to replicate this. Drugging people isn't cool. I just thought I could bring her some relief.
