Muzda Jonxx
Bluelighter
Hi all,
I thought I'd put up a quick post reporting my experience with using mega doses of vitamin C (sodium ascorbate), loperamide & LSD whilst withdrawing from what I consider a medium poppy tea addiction.
A brief bit of history about little ol' me.. About 8 years ago, I discovered the wonder that is oxy. Once I got a medium habit going (80mg / day), I was found out by my wife and family, and flung into therapy. There, they prescribed me a brutal dose of subutex (12mg/day), way way over the top for what was then not the worst addiction in the world.
After 2 years on the subs, I had whittled my way down to 400ug. At that point I jumped off, only to discover the special hell that is subutex WD. To get around this, I then discovered the opiate love of my life, poppy pods.
Fast forward 8 years, and I have withdrawn from subutex 2 more times, and withdrawn from the pods more times than I can count. Each wd varies in intensity and duration, but they all had me flat on my back, sweating like a pig, water out the rear end for weeks at a time .. I could go on but you get the picture.
So, last year, I withdrew from subutex, and 2 months later fell straight into pod addiction once again. The reason being, the subutex wd left me so smashed up, it was simply impossible to lead a normal life. I have a relatively high functioning job that I was right on the verge of losing.
Addicted as I was, I did at least this time keep the poppy tea addiction medium. I was getting through 400-800g of strong seed tea on a daily basis, and that was enough to get a quick melt in the morning, and hold me throughout the day.
Well - last week I decided enough was enough, and jumped off yet again. This time, however, I discovered the following method for withdrawal, that involves megadosing with vitamin C to ward off withdrawal.
http://opiateaddictionsupport.com/how-to-use-vitamin-c-for-opiate-withdrawal/
The first day, I had the watery eyes, my belly was a mess, a few hot flushes and cold sweats. The vitamin C at the doses required really messed up my belly on top of this, meaning it was far from a comfortable day. However, I still had enough energy to get out and about to the shops, etc.
That night, there was no chance of any sleep. As the 36th hour approached, I decided to drop 200ug of 1P-LSD. Most folk would see this as insanity, but I fully endorse acid for opiate withdrawal. It doesn't take away the pain (which was very mild, but still uncomfortable enough so that sleep was an impossibility). However, I find acid a massive mood enhancer, it allows me to COPE with the pain much better. Almost as if I can float my mind off and observe it in the 3rd person. I dunno, I endorse it, but take acid in the midst of WD at your own risk. DMT is even better, BTW, but I had none of that this time around.
So - day 2 of pod withdrawal came around, no sleep being had, and a fuzzy head from the acid. I continued the vitamin C regime, with quite a bit of lope and tonic water to further add to the comfort factor. That day, I watched many movies, I went and picked my son up from school, I went shopping, cooked dinner. Don't get me wrong, the vit C does not entirely remove WD, but it really, REALLY helps. Any other day 2 into pod WD, I'd be a writhing mess of pain sweating on the bed, unable to do much else but contemplate death by any means to take it all away.
Day 2 ends, sleep time comes. I find that when lying in bed, all those aches and pains get amplified massively. So I barely got any sleep day 2 either.
Day 3 - Continue the vit C, cut down the lope by half (which I will admit was at crazy dose on day 2 - 80mg+). This should be the worst day of all, but I'm feeling pretty good. I get out into town for a meeting, help a poor girl who got knocked off her bike by a car. No real WD noticed other than the odd slight sweat or ache. I eat good, enjoy telly, cut the lawn. Basically, a normal day, which is to me previously unheard of on a pod WD.
Day 3 ends, sleep time comes again. I fall asleep really quick, get 7 hours good sleep. Had a nice cup of valerian tea and 30mg mirtazapine to aid this.
Day 4 begins - I'm feeling fine. Don't feel the need for lope, although I dose 12mg just to make sure to be comfy. Continuing the vit C. We've now caught up to the present moment, where I'm writing this right now.
So, there you go. For me at least, this vit C thing really has worked absolute wonders. People might call PLACEBO!! SHILL!! Or whatever else. But, I work in education, not vit C sales. Plus, selling 500g sodium ascorbate to a rattling junky isn't the best way to put sales through the roof, compared to selling to the sporting bods amongst us who are obsessed with vitamins and health and whatnot. And as for placebo? I fully believe mindset is massively important to opiate WD, but I have never in the past got away with an addiction this easy. As mentioned above, I was taking 400-800g good seed tea a day, for over 7 months. Mother O should by all rights have kicked my candy ass.
Make of this what you will, I thought I'd put this here in the dark side, because that's where I came reading up about impending WD this time last week (why oh why do we feel the need to read horror stories before going through this shit)?? If one person gives it a shot and gets through a mild WD, it was a story worth writing.
Final note - This DID NOT remove withdrawal, just made it infinitely more bearable. Vit C, lope and acid FTW!!
I thought I'd put up a quick post reporting my experience with using mega doses of vitamin C (sodium ascorbate), loperamide & LSD whilst withdrawing from what I consider a medium poppy tea addiction.
A brief bit of history about little ol' me.. About 8 years ago, I discovered the wonder that is oxy. Once I got a medium habit going (80mg / day), I was found out by my wife and family, and flung into therapy. There, they prescribed me a brutal dose of subutex (12mg/day), way way over the top for what was then not the worst addiction in the world.
After 2 years on the subs, I had whittled my way down to 400ug. At that point I jumped off, only to discover the special hell that is subutex WD. To get around this, I then discovered the opiate love of my life, poppy pods.
Fast forward 8 years, and I have withdrawn from subutex 2 more times, and withdrawn from the pods more times than I can count. Each wd varies in intensity and duration, but they all had me flat on my back, sweating like a pig, water out the rear end for weeks at a time .. I could go on but you get the picture.
So, last year, I withdrew from subutex, and 2 months later fell straight into pod addiction once again. The reason being, the subutex wd left me so smashed up, it was simply impossible to lead a normal life. I have a relatively high functioning job that I was right on the verge of losing.
Addicted as I was, I did at least this time keep the poppy tea addiction medium. I was getting through 400-800g of strong seed tea on a daily basis, and that was enough to get a quick melt in the morning, and hold me throughout the day.
Well - last week I decided enough was enough, and jumped off yet again. This time, however, I discovered the following method for withdrawal, that involves megadosing with vitamin C to ward off withdrawal.
http://opiateaddictionsupport.com/how-to-use-vitamin-c-for-opiate-withdrawal/
The first day, I had the watery eyes, my belly was a mess, a few hot flushes and cold sweats. The vitamin C at the doses required really messed up my belly on top of this, meaning it was far from a comfortable day. However, I still had enough energy to get out and about to the shops, etc.
That night, there was no chance of any sleep. As the 36th hour approached, I decided to drop 200ug of 1P-LSD. Most folk would see this as insanity, but I fully endorse acid for opiate withdrawal. It doesn't take away the pain (which was very mild, but still uncomfortable enough so that sleep was an impossibility). However, I find acid a massive mood enhancer, it allows me to COPE with the pain much better. Almost as if I can float my mind off and observe it in the 3rd person. I dunno, I endorse it, but take acid in the midst of WD at your own risk. DMT is even better, BTW, but I had none of that this time around.
So - day 2 of pod withdrawal came around, no sleep being had, and a fuzzy head from the acid. I continued the vitamin C regime, with quite a bit of lope and tonic water to further add to the comfort factor. That day, I watched many movies, I went and picked my son up from school, I went shopping, cooked dinner. Don't get me wrong, the vit C does not entirely remove WD, but it really, REALLY helps. Any other day 2 into pod WD, I'd be a writhing mess of pain sweating on the bed, unable to do much else but contemplate death by any means to take it all away.
Day 2 ends, sleep time comes. I find that when lying in bed, all those aches and pains get amplified massively. So I barely got any sleep day 2 either.
Day 3 - Continue the vit C, cut down the lope by half (which I will admit was at crazy dose on day 2 - 80mg+). This should be the worst day of all, but I'm feeling pretty good. I get out into town for a meeting, help a poor girl who got knocked off her bike by a car. No real WD noticed other than the odd slight sweat or ache. I eat good, enjoy telly, cut the lawn. Basically, a normal day, which is to me previously unheard of on a pod WD.
Day 3 ends, sleep time comes again. I fall asleep really quick, get 7 hours good sleep. Had a nice cup of valerian tea and 30mg mirtazapine to aid this.
Day 4 begins - I'm feeling fine. Don't feel the need for lope, although I dose 12mg just to make sure to be comfy. Continuing the vit C. We've now caught up to the present moment, where I'm writing this right now.
So, there you go. For me at least, this vit C thing really has worked absolute wonders. People might call PLACEBO!! SHILL!! Or whatever else. But, I work in education, not vit C sales. Plus, selling 500g sodium ascorbate to a rattling junky isn't the best way to put sales through the roof, compared to selling to the sporting bods amongst us who are obsessed with vitamins and health and whatnot. And as for placebo? I fully believe mindset is massively important to opiate WD, but I have never in the past got away with an addiction this easy. As mentioned above, I was taking 400-800g good seed tea a day, for over 7 months. Mother O should by all rights have kicked my candy ass.
Make of this what you will, I thought I'd put this here in the dark side, because that's where I came reading up about impending WD this time last week (why oh why do we feel the need to read horror stories before going through this shit)?? If one person gives it a shot and gets through a mild WD, it was a story worth writing.
Final note - This DID NOT remove withdrawal, just made it infinitely more bearable. Vit C, lope and acid FTW!!
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