onlysweetpea
Bluelighter
You know, sometimes, no matter how hard you try...
You're still crazy and vitamins on an empty stomach will still make you pukey and even if you change, you're never really all that different than the five year old, hiding in the middle of the circular clothes racks in Macy's hoping that mom finds you before she checks out or else your stuck and alone.
You're still the same person, after millions of inventive salads, trips to the gym, and weights you lift. You're the still the same person and soup sometimes makes it better and sometimes not, and your bus route will continue on without you, once you're long gone.
You're still the same person long after he leaves you, after you've spent your last $5.00 on something frivolous or made a promise you knew you couldn't keep. The same, even after sleeping with him, or falling out of love with him, or doubting intentions, moments of clarity that come and then deny themselves...
You're still the same person who says they trust, and then bursts into tears because sometimes its too hard to have faith, because sometimes, its too hard and you'd like to take a break...from being you.
You're still crazy and vitamins on an empty stomach will still make you pukey and even if you change, you're never really all that different than the five year old, hiding in the middle of the circular clothes racks in Macy's hoping that mom finds you before she checks out or else your stuck and alone.
You're still the same person, after millions of inventive salads, trips to the gym, and weights you lift. You're the still the same person and soup sometimes makes it better and sometimes not, and your bus route will continue on without you, once you're long gone.
You're still the same person long after he leaves you, after you've spent your last $5.00 on something frivolous or made a promise you knew you couldn't keep. The same, even after sleeping with him, or falling out of love with him, or doubting intentions, moments of clarity that come and then deny themselves...
You're still the same person who says they trust, and then bursts into tears because sometimes its too hard to have faith, because sometimes, its too hard and you'd like to take a break...from being you.
thanks.