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The Sad Thread (Anti-Snoo) 2 - Tory Britain in Flames

headfuck123 said:
very good advise. it's nearly impossible to understand this until you take a break. Im in a very similar situation to this, I know that stopping drugs for a while will create a positive snowballing effect in my life.
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Yeah even if it's not the coke itself making you feel depressed, you might find your lifestyle changing somewhat and this in turn will have a positive effect. Since I stopped using I eat much healthier, no longer oversleep and have more fulfilling hobbies, all of which have had a massive impact on my mood.

I wish you well headfuck <3

I'm actually feeling pretty down myself right now, most likely has something to do with the drink and coke last night, I forgot how depressed the latter (and stimulants in general) make me feel. I absolutely hate myself when I'm on stims and I always find myself still horrified by my own behaviour days later. I'm the girl that everyone rolls their eyes at for her drunken antics, and the same girl who won't leave the house for days on end because she's afraid of people judging her. I would really love some heroin right now, or company, preferably both.
 
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Thanks, wish you well to C-A-T! I can sympathise with the not leaving the house for days part. I seem to sit in on my own doing nothing for the majority of the week then blast off at the weekend, it aint too healthy. Think my problem lies in etizolam. Even though I'm not physically addicted to it anymore il still take it about once a week (sometimes less, even less times more than once a week) and i can feel it having an affect on my mood even using it at that rate! And if it isn't etiz its MDMA which fucks with my mood for the following week.

I just need to break the cycle basically because I know il be fine and start to improve after maybe 2 weeks of laying off everything. Ive been hanging about with various different groups of friends too meaning I'm not staying close friends with any one group of pals which doesn't help all the rebound benzo feelings of "who even are my real mates", etc etc etc etc.

The bad news of my friend passing hasn't even sunk in yet, still feels very surreal. Anyway I'm rambling here, life moves on, il move on and things will get better, they usually do.
 
class-a-team said:
I'm actually feeling pretty down myself right now, most likely has something to do with the drink and coke last night, I forgot how depressed the latter (and stimulants in general) make me feel. I absolutely hate myself when I'm on stims and I always find myself still horrified by my own behaviour days later. I'm the girl that everyone rolls their eyes at for her drunken antics, and the same girl who won't leave the house for days on end because she's afraid of people judging her. I would really love some heroin right now, or company, preferably both.
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I'd say company's better than heroin, but that's not always the case, is it? I'm sure company would do you better in the long run.

And less of this worrying about being judged, yeah? :)
 
Sorry but do you actually know me? Er, no. So you're wrong to assume (and wrong in general) that I feel down most of the time. Quite the oppposite really. And when I do have slightly emo moments, as all people (particularly all teenagers) do, they're generally not caused by drugs. If it was coke making me feel miserable then surely I would have woken up feeling even more shitty today but instead I am back to feeling my usual perky self. But sorry for the er, super mini moan, I should have remembered that you're not allowed to be sad... in the sad thread.

Hope you're all feeling more cheerful soon too. Sorry for being slightly pissy but it's a bit annoying when people make assumptions without really knowing me that well. Hugs <3
 
SummerSerenade said:
Sorry but do you actually know me? Er, no. So you're wrong to assume (and wrong in general) that I feel down most of the time. Quite the oppposite really. And when I do have slightly emo moments, as all people (particularly all teenagers) do, they're generally not caused by drugs. If it was coke making me feel miserable then surely I would have woken up feeling even more shitty today but instead I am back to feeling my usual perky self. But sorry for the er, super mini moan, I should have remembered that you're not allowed to be sad... in the sad thread.

Hope you're all feeling more cheerful soon too. Sorry for being slightly pissy but it's a bit annoying when people make assumptions without really knowing me that well. Hugs <3
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I never claimed to know you, it was merely a SUGGESTION. Usually when someone offers me advice I say 'thank you.' Grow up.
 
Er... lol? I just meant that you suggesting that I feel down all the time was a bit of a leap of judgement from reading a couple of whingy posts. I find happy/sad posts are like good/bad reviews. People only tend to notice the bad ones and make assumptions based on that. I wasn't exactly having a go but hey ho, people overeacting on the internet never ceases to amuse me. Calm down dear.
 
You're the only person overreacting here. Other people made similar suggestions and you didn't jump down their throats?
 
You're assuming my post was aimed at just you? Cute.

If I gave a shit what you or anyone else (YES ANYONE ELSE) thought of me then I would bother to continue this conversation. As it is, I can hardly even muster enough of a shit to finish this post so er... I won't.

Buh bye <3
 
class-a-team said:
I'm actually feeling pretty down myself right now, most likely has something to do with the drink and coke last night, I forgot how depressed the latter (and stimulants in general) make me feel. I absolutely hate myself when I'm on stims and I always find myself still horrified by my own behaviour days later. I'm the girl that everyone rolls their eyes at for her drunken antics, and the same girl who won't leave the house for days on end because she's afraid of people judging her. I would really love some heroin right now, or company, preferably both.
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:( <3

Hope you feel better soon, can kinda relate to that, back in the meph days i was exactly as you described, but the main difference being i feel/felt like a much better version of myself on stims and booze, and sometimes am, and sometimes im abit of a mess lol. a cycle of amazing times, lots of fun, self destruction, self loathing, regret, over and over, years of ups and downs, glad i gave that stuff up. the after effects of certain stims can be such a head wrecker.
 
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class-a-team said:
You're the only person overreacting here. Other people made similar suggestions and you didn't jump down their throats?
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True. I made a similar suggestion just last week or so.

Summer, please don't feud with class-a. I'd be forced to make a choice between the two of you then, and that'd be terrible.

She's only offering decent advice, not making you out to be a coke fiend.
 
I'm not interested in apportioning blame here but this thread isn't the place for petty squabbling, I could remove a whole load of posts and send PMs..... but really ??? a little respect, pretty please
 
Realised it's not even worth my time commenting, love it when people read too much into things. The sun is out and I actually have a real life so bai, have some love, you clearly all need it more than I do <3
 
No idea, I'm pretty much the same as I always have been. Coke only amplifies my normal personality to an annoying level :p Not sure if it's the same for everyone, if you're not naturally inclined towards arrogance anyway I imagine coke might change that but as I say, I wouldn't know.
 
Well every time me and my friends get on thee old schnifta ive never experienced anyone being particularly arrogant or big-headed. Was curious if that comes along from extended use in a short time-frame.

I dont mean to psycho-analyse you based on a few posts you've made on the internet, but i get the impression that your not actually as arrogant as you make out to be; perhaps it is just the coke? If you would like to continue then it'll be £50 for every post i make on the subject.
 
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