Power's out in almost my whole city and I'm cooking alive in the heat.
My friend who still has power is asking for me to come over, but I'm high as fuck, and I have no good excuse to give her why I'm reluctant, no excuse for why I'd want to stay here.
And to top it off, I'm getting worried I CAN'T stay here, the power will supposedly be out for nearly 24 hours, I will have no electronics and no food (ALL of it requires electricity to cook) for the entire night either. This is seriously bad.
I don't know what to do. I've almost entirely kept my drug use away from my friends for 4+ years. I don't know if I could pull off pretending to be sober, I even went a little overboard today, obviously not expecting this to happen. But god it is so fucking hot.
I don't want to tell her. But I can't stay here. But I don't want to go over, attempt to pass as sober, and have to see her face as she realizes I'm high and was purposefully trying to hide it.
I could've passed as sober if I hadn't gone overboard........ I'm furious with myself ;;