m4dd0g said:
^ Sorry, you're right. In hind sight that came off really trite. Those are good reasons but i never found them good motivators.
I dont mean to trivialise it. But i think a lot of people cant quit because they fight addiction with logic. When the junky voice slams you up against the wall it is very easy to break a logical argument. Addiction (like emotion and faith) doesnt work in the realm of reason.
I found it insanely hard to quit and it it took everything i am to be able to do it. Now, without addiction i can say: 'i shouldnt smoke, its stupid' and it works.
Ive a fair idea what my subconscious motivation was but without knowing the type of person i am you would probably think its bullshit and/or a passing fancy.
Gosh I feel really bad now
Thanks for not getting defensive back at me; I apologise for my hormonal rant too
You know what, now you explain it a bit further I actually agree with you about the "junky voice" being unstoppable by logic. I mean how else can you explain people who've had a leg removed or in the late stages of lung cancer still smoking? 9-months pregnant women puffing on a fag outside the delivery room? Going to visit your dying parent in hospital then lighting up afterwards. We've all heard of those situations and they're sadly not as rare as they should be.
The junky mind has been on at me in the last 2 days. I almost slipped up on Saturday (my first totally smoke free day). Dale was out, and I was just about to watch a DVD. One of my previous habits was settling in with my pack of ciggies, a drink, and snacks - and OH MY GOD i really really really really really wanted one right then. Dale had left his packet at home, but
thank god - it only had one left in it. I wasn't going to take his last one. So I stuck the moment out, and it passed.
For all the good reasons I have to quit, junky-mind is still telling me it would be okay just to sneak one here or there. I know that's not possible - if I sneak one here and there I will be ten times more preoccupied with smoking than if I quit altogether.
The Allen Carr book is telling me that every time I have one of those moments I should try and turn it around and see it as "Yay! I don't
have to smoke any more. I'm free!" And that works great for all those ones you didn't want to smoke but had to- sneaking out of meetings, interrupting a conversation with your mum to nick outside for one, standing in the freezing cold under an umbrella sucking one down.... lighting up in front of kids with their dissaproving faces.... - You know what? it's really NICE NOT TO BE CONTROLLED like that anymore
But it is a little harder for those "pleasure" ones we've brainwashed ourselves into believing enhance a situation.
Oh no, I ranted
sorry
Back to the original... so yeah, I totally agree junky mind > logic in most cases. But still, the impetus to quit in the first instance has gotta come from somewhere, maybe in the form of a health crisis like lostpunk's, or a buildup of frustration with being a smoker. In other words, the situation's got bad enough that you don't have a choice, or you're starting to see through your own face-saving excuses ( giving up for someone else is probably the weakest motivation IMO - no internal realisation ). While you're just crusing along with no problems at all, most people are gonna find it pretty hard to get the urge to quit, right? No matter what the ads tell them.
Whether that inital motivation translates into long term success, I reckon comes from how acutely you can observe and appreciate the benefits of being a non-smoker, once you're there. And the ability to keep constantly reminding yourself of it. O' course I'm just postulating as a newbie quitter and you're in the situation yourself... what do you think?