the prune!

its weird seeing old posts of mine bumped back to the top.

as i mentioned in a thread, i used to be far more open on here than i am now. so its interesting to read back thru what i posted here, as opposed to now. for the first few years i was a member here, BL and real life was separated. now they are pretty intertwined. and i wonder what people (who i now know in real life) would think if they read some of the stuff that has been bumped.

oddly enough, there is a thread where someone asked a question similar to what i mentioned above and i said that it would not matter. while i am not all that worried about these old posts, i am a wee curious if anyone will read them and rethink how they view me.

 

I actually think I'd kind of like it if a good friend stumbled upon my posts on Bluelight. I think they'd definitely get a better understanding of who I am and why I do some of the things I do. I think I'd feel like my privacy would be violated a bit, but overall I think it would be a good thing and would strengthen the bond with that friend.

 

oh man i've been reading some of my old posts...*!cringe!*

 

I never read my posts if I can avoid it. If I do, they just wind up getting deleted.

 

I love looking back at old posts and seeing how much I've changed. Some of them can be kind of embarrassing, but they're kind of a part of me.