I want to try to make it through this weekend without doing shit. Money and tolerance levels demand that I do so. The millionaire from last night sent me 4 more emails and IMs, so finally I said that's it, leave me alone. I've had guys offer me shit too from AFF, but there's always a price and I'm not willing to pay it. They tend to make it easy for me though the second they send me photos of them naked with their hard cocks. I don't want to see that until I like what's between the guy's ears, so it looks like I'll be flying solo, probably forever. I guess Mom is right. I'm not going to find what I'm looking for. I wish Erik lived closer, but he doesn't so I'll have to continue to love him from a distance. Hey it's all good. So I'll try to grab a nap then.
