Old thread but new to me and a good if jealous read.
Back in the UK getting anything pharma benzos,ambien ,ritalin is virtually impossible unless its 5mg valium each day for 2 weeks....
But I through street dealers 10yrs ago [and still no if I moved .But I been mostly clean for 8-10yrs til 2yrs ago..
Now in Thailand thankfully we can get ritalin ,no adderal as its a amphet ,no codeine product and morphine only to cancer patient inpatient. I've tried.........Tramadol as is gabapentin ,lyrica is otc but they had a huge crackdown on tramadol so I'm I am stockpiling.
As a foreign with a good job I stay clear or any street stuff from those I don't know or trust. Too many set ups here.
So my chemical 'shitball' not my choice of mixes but needs must.
This is 4-5 times a day everyday.
Tramadol about 200-250mg I think opiate buzz has gone and it more stimulating now.
20mg ritalin x 3 a day
6mg clona a day [want more]
2mg xanax a day[want more]
xanax -though you are limited even from phych hospital to 2 x each day [think like a junkie ,hit more hospitals ,there is no cross communication].
I Have to use cimetidine, hydroxyline ,trazodone [in the day] and Mirtazapine which compliments everything.
No more nodding :-( and drooling in nostalgia watching old flick unless I can afford pregablin. If knock those back i get super f--ked or add booze but I won't cause I bodybuild -irony.