soulwentmia
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- Oct 24, 2022
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I had really serious problems with downers - from gabapentinoids to benzos and opioids. I simply can't do that shit because it becomes my life then said life becomes unlivable.
With stims tho, even moreso with cocaine compared to others because of its price, i can safely do them without risking quote on quote addiction. Yes, as long as I have the bag on me I'm a menance and I redose like a retard but once that bag is over I pocket my L's and focus on coming down and sleeping. The trick here is to not do benzos or opioids or god forbid pregabalin cause then I become balanced and care free and continue to stimulate then sedate myself.
Despite being an absolute downer fiend, i can drink alchool no stress because I never go overboard and it's hard for me to stomach even reasonable quantities. When I used to come down with benzos, oxy or pregabalin, my life would become a few months worth of binge. Now I take propranolol, quatiapine and mirtazapine, have a beer or two and smoke a very small zoot. That said, my stimulant use has increased over the past few.months and while i wouldn't call it an addiction yet i'll take a big break from them as i can feel my delta fos b protein building up.
With stims tho, even moreso with cocaine compared to others because of its price, i can safely do them without risking quote on quote addiction. Yes, as long as I have the bag on me I'm a menance and I redose like a retard but once that bag is over I pocket my L's and focus on coming down and sleeping. The trick here is to not do benzos or opioids or god forbid pregabalin cause then I become balanced and care free and continue to stimulate then sedate myself.
Despite being an absolute downer fiend, i can drink alchool no stress because I never go overboard and it's hard for me to stomach even reasonable quantities. When I used to come down with benzos, oxy or pregabalin, my life would become a few months worth of binge. Now I take propranolol, quatiapine and mirtazapine, have a beer or two and smoke a very small zoot. That said, my stimulant use has increased over the past few.months and while i wouldn't call it an addiction yet i'll take a big break from them as i can feel my delta fos b protein building up.