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247

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Put the razors down,
stash daddy's gun back in the safe,
it's not worth cutting yourself again,
digging your own grave;
you remember the time when you let your blood pour?
or the time you did lines till your nose could take no more;
and you lied for a year: "Yeah Mom, I'm going out."
then you spend it all on drugs, expecting the next drought

I wake up in the morning, not knowing what to do
except hoping and praying this doesn't happen to you

There's motivation in my heart,
and I guess that's a start,

I'll keep going, going strong
with the guilt of all the wrong

Not a lecture, or a warning, simply a story, probably boring.

Just remember, my friend, I lived through it, and so will you.

Livehappy, live in peace, live in hope for tomorrow,
and always use the pen instead of drugs to drown your sorrow.
 
247 said:

Livehappy, live in peace, live in hope for tomorrow,
and always use the pen instead of drugs to drown your sorrow.

Nice work, good message :)

Sometimes it's far too easy to use substances to blot stuff out rather than facing issues head on.
 
im 100% clean and have gained 12kilos of pure muscle mass after spending a month and a half in a rehabilitation center.
now at 74.7kilos, 185cm
minimum was 62.3kilos due to cocaine.

healthy body, healthy mind. i felt i owed it to the BL community to share this poem i wrote while in the center.

i had to learn the hard way.
 
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