ectolysergic
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the more you speak of your experience the more i want a TR
even if it's a short one. come on over and let me read one
even if it's a short one. come on over and let me read one
☮ Social ☮ The PD Cosmic Space-Train: SOCIAL UMPH in Full Spectrum
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helium-4
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I'm starting to freak out. I need to get away. I don't want to live here anymore. I'm tired of money, I'm tired of these dumb pointless responsibilities, tired of just about everything. I'm contemplating buying a plane ticket, destroying my phone, and going somewhere.
Where I don't know. Anywhere but here.
I don't know what to do.
Where I don't know. Anywhere but here.
I don't know what to do.
cosmic charlie
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Im going to write one out when I get back from dinner later this evening
it was a really wild ride , I'm very humbled and exhausted by the experience. Ive heard of people seeing persian carpet like visuals but Ive never had anything happen like that to me before last night. And it seemed to last so much longer than the last time I tried it. I didnt even go to sleep really , I layed in bed for an hour or two and listened to Brian Wilson's SMile but I didnt fall asleep. Its kind of ruff having to go out to this dinner arrangement but it was planned in advance so i cant back out at this point. Im sure it will be fine I just hope I dont dose off or anything
it was a really wild ride , I'm very humbled and exhausted by the experience. Ive heard of people seeing persian carpet like visuals but Ive never had anything happen like that to me before last night. And it seemed to last so much longer than the last time I tried it. I didnt even go to sleep really , I layed in bed for an hour or two and listened to Brian Wilson's SMile but I didnt fall asleep. Its kind of ruff having to go out to this dinner arrangement but it was planned in advance so i cant back out at this point. Im sure it will be fine I just hope I dont dose off or anything
ectolysergic
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looking forward to reading it!
been sitting on some 2ce for a while now. you may just inspire me to finally give it a go
been sitting on some 2ce for a while now. you may just inspire me to finally give it a go
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
I would highly recommend it , its one of the deepest RC's Ive tried
ectolysergic
Bluelight Crew
it's probably why i've been so cautious about trying it. =)
also a bit concerned about what i've heard is a rough time coming up
also a bit concerned about what i've heard is a rough time coming up
PepperSocks
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I'm one of those people that 2C-E just doesn't do much for. I find it has a lot of body load and the trip itself is really empty and bland.
2C-T-2 is my favorite of those ones. Same structure as 2C-E except has a sulphur atom between the ethyl group and the ring. I find it magically deep and incredibly euphoric
2C-T-2 is my favorite of those ones. Same structure as 2C-E except has a sulphur atom between the ethyl group and the ring. I find it magically deep and incredibly euphoric
TheAppleCore
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^ ecto: I've found 2C-E to be shockingly intense at doses as low as 11-12 mg, if taken in the correct set/setting. At that dosage range, the body-load issues are quite minimal. If you want to try 2C-E, that'd be a great starting dosage.
cosmic charlie
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I threw up an hour and a half into it but after I got that over with I felt amazing
the swirling multi colored liquids shooting from my mouth was rather interesting
throwing up is just a part of the experience sometimes , it feels like I'm expelling demons
the swirling multi colored liquids shooting from my mouth was rather interesting
throwing up is just a part of the experience sometimes , it feels like I'm expelling demons
Delsyd
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Happy B-Day PepSox.
As for 2c-e. Its definately one of the deepest psychedelics i have had the pleasure of tasting.
My last trip on it was so overwhelmingly powerful i havent touched it in about 4 years now.
But lately have been thinking about starting back up with it at ~10-12mg and working up from there.
As for 2c-e. Its definately one of the deepest psychedelics i have had the pleasure of tasting.
My last trip on it was so overwhelmingly powerful i havent touched it in about 4 years now.
But lately have been thinking about starting back up with it at ~10-12mg and working up from there.
ectolysergic
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i find myself particularly sensitive to both peas and trypts. i'm always hyper-cautious when i hear of bodyload issues. it's one of the big reasons i decided against acquiring t7 when it presented itself to me. it's been a while since i've taken a pea because i'm the kind of person who does not enjoy the stimulation that they seem to produce. (for some reason i actually enjoyed mescaline's stimulation though. ime it was erotic)
i seem to enjoy tryptamines much more than phenethylamines
i'd still very much like to work with this one sometime soon though.
i seem to enjoy tryptamines much more than phenethylamines
i'd still very much like to work with this one sometime soon though.
ectolysergic
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NeuroDr
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Wow guys. I had the experience last night I was always too scared to do for some reason. I finally, for the first time in idk how long, wasnt the designated driver and i had a friends house to spend the night at so i went for it. Ate 2 grams of mushrooms, smoked 3 sessions of 5-meo-dmt at the late peak period, and snorted 100mg S-Ketamine towards the end. I'm not even entirely sure what to make of it all, but I do know that I havent felt this refreshed and renewed in a grrrreat while:D My friend also surprised me with a little bit of oxycodone to try (been wanting to try oxy for soo long) so I might try it today...after my giant fight with my mom and telling her pretty much how i feel, she's become a LOT nicer...I hope things stay good
Much to all you guys, happy bday Pepper (idk if its today or i missed it but either way)
:D:D
EDIT EDIT:::: HEY guys, im on the Nice List!:D Whats that and howd that happen? Oh it appears most of us PDers w/o official titles are now nice-listed! sweet
Much
to all you guys, happy bday Pepper (idk if its today or i missed it but either way):D:DEDIT EDIT:::: HEY guys, im on the Nice List!:D Whats that and howd that happen? Oh it appears most of us PDers w/o official titles are now nice-listed! sweet
PepperSocks
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Good to hear Neuro
I love that pic Ecto.
Thanks for all the wishes guys. I took some phenibut and I feel much better. I find it amazing; I must have still been W/Ding from GABAergics a week after I last took them.
I think I still feel sick but that phenibut helped. I honestly do think I'm coming down with/battling the flu.
I'm going to do something we tell everyone to not do: I'm definitely taking some methylone tonight with my friend while I'm sick. Whatever, I don't get to do this kind of thing often and it might not be that bad. Heck it might even lighten my mental load and make my sickness fade away. I can tell a lot of my physical issues are manifestations from the anguish and tension in my mind.
Just eating some supper for the time being.
I love that pic Ecto.
Thanks for all the wishes guys.
I took some phenibut and I feel much better. I find it amazing; I must have still been W/Ding from GABAergics a week after I last took them.I think I still feel sick but that phenibut helped. I honestly do think I'm coming down with/battling the flu.
I'm going to do something we tell everyone to not do: I'm definitely taking some methylone tonight with my friend while I'm sick. Whatever, I don't get to do this kind of thing often and it might not be that bad. Heck it might even lighten my mental load and make my sickness fade away. I can tell a lot of my physical issues are manifestations from the anguish and tension in my mind.
Just eating some supper for the time being.
nearjat
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God damnit, treatment program has me on a "home contract" so I can't see most of my closest friends because they're "users". My best friend who I've been having a little "thing" with you could say was semi sober with me for a while, but she's got back on heroin. The shit has her blind and she doesn't realize that she isn't ANY better than she was when she first was really hooked. She has some suboxone that she was going to use to get off of the tar, but she's taking it AND using heroin (less, but still). As far as I know, she is completely fucking over her ability to use the suboxone to actually quit now.
She's the only friend that I'm allowed to see according to my home contract, and she's running around banging H with some dude a decade older than her. He's a nice guy but a terrible, terrible influence on her. She's her own person, but he's got the dope and her brain tells her all kinds of stupid shit. She's getting all cold to me because I keep expressing concern about her addiction and she feels like I'm saying she can't take care of herself. When you're addicted to heroin, you CAN'T take care of yourself.
She's the only friend that I'm allowed to see according to my home contract, and she's running around banging H with some dude a decade older than her. He's a nice guy but a terrible, terrible influence on her. She's her own person, but he's got the dope and her brain tells her all kinds of stupid shit. She's getting all cold to me because I keep expressing concern about her addiction and she feels like I'm saying she can't take care of herself. When you're addicted to heroin, you CAN'T take care of yourself.
ResinTeeth
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That sounds like one of those really shitty lose-lose situations. I hope things get worked out for you hombre
nearjat
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Thanks. Yes it definitely is, apparently she isn't actually upset with me. But opiates make many people really bitchy and short tempered. Also, being addicted to opiates will make you not give a damn about anybody/thing else. So it was an easy mistake.
I just want it to stop
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