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☮ Social ☮ The PD Cosmic Space-Train: SOCIAL UMPH in Full Spectrum

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I been jacked a couple times for stuff...Everytime it's just like a really personal burn even though it was material possessions being taken.
Also...I am DONE for the semester.
 
So I just got the results of my psychological evaluations back. Apparently my IQ has gone up 10 points since I was last tested about 6 years ago, so contrary to my suspicions, my constant and undeniably excessive abuse of cannabis actually hasn't rendered me retarted in any objectively measurable way (big win for mary jane right there-- 6 years of smoking will improve your IQ by 10 points! :D) One thing that worries me though, is that along with the ADHD diagnosis, they diagnosed me as having a learning disorder in mathematics (my field of study), which just seems strange to me considering the fact that I'm pretty good at math, but according to "the authorities" on the subject I should be better. The good news is that now I can get my script for d-amphetamine back, which will make my academic life a million times easier. It will be a nice treat, at least, for having to put up with all that psycho-babble crap for the last 8 weeks while they poked and prodded my psyche looking for deficiencies. :D
 
PepperSocks said:
I had a night of restless, dream filled sleep. I definitely have a heavy cold. When I woke up my body ached and my nose was right plugged. I have a general fatigue hanging over me. I tend to get that every winter; I'm pretty sure my SAD's are kicking in.
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Feel better friend<3
Being sick and having WD's and all that jazz is never fun. I wish you a speedy recover.
I tend to feel shitty around winter time too. My SAD's kick in around November and i tend to feel somewhat in slump untill the flowers start blooming again<3

Id recomend some physical activity like yoga or excercise to get your mind off the downers, the SAD, and to just genreally feel more healthy which will lead to :):D=D
At least thats what helps me (except ive been slacking the last couple weeks due to a small ket binge, but i finished that off yesterday).

Woke up this morning, did some exercise and took my vitamins and nootropics, had some lunch and smoked a bowl. :) Im hoping this routine will keep from getting to depressed this season.

Cosmic Charlie said:
no snow here yet just lots of rain
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Even with no snow you can definately tell winter is upon us. So cold and gloomy out today.

Swerz said:
Grats on being done adrian
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Ditto. Congrats to all you guys that have finished or are almost done with the semester.=D

And sorry to hear about you getting jacked Swerz. I know how crappy a feeling that leaves one with.:(

Roger&Me said:
.... Apparently my IQ has gone up 10 points since I was last tested about 6 years ago, so contrary to my suspicions, my constant and undeniably excessive abuse of cannabis actually hasn't rendered me retarted in any objectively measurable way (big win for mary jane right there-- 6 years of smoking will improve your IQ by 10 points! :D)
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Proof that cannabis doesnt make one dumber. More lazy maybe, but your brain is still as capable as ever. One just needs the motivation.

And grats on gettin a dexedrine script. I wish i had insurance. Id get myself a benzo script, zolpidem, amphetamines. I wouldnt use them daily, but it would be nice having all those around for when i would want/need them.
 
Delsyd said:
Feel better friend<3
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Thanks man. Seems things have gotten worse instead of better. When I'm sick like this my mind gets all emotional and shit. I keep getting extremely heavy, desperate bouts of nostalgia.

I just have a lot of things on my mind. I'm moving out in January into a house that I'm not exactly 100% comfortable in. The other guy who lives there besides my friend is always in an angry and pissy mood, no matter what day it is. I just think it's going to be a hard adjustment. I do have to get out of here though and I don't want to live alone like I did when I moved out the first time.

And ultimately nothing's worse than being away from the one you love. It's the ultimate source of all the stress and insecurity in my life. I miss her so much. Her love for me is what keeps me going; if only I could simply be myself around her all would be so nice. I need to accept myself for who I am. She does; so why the hell can't I?

I have a feeling getting out and spending time with people my own age might help me gain some sense of identity. It's just going to be a rough adjustment.

Physical illness tends to precipitate major depressive, emotional episodes in me.

I also have to go to work tomorrow. I have pressure on me to get results out soon and it's horrible having to work when you're a blithering mess.

Thanks for the love my friends; I could really use some right about now.
 
Moving can certainly cause anxiety. I can relate to that 100%.
As you probably know im moving to a different state in a couple months and it took me a while to adjust to the thought. And even now that ive accepted it, told my parents, friends and other loved ones, there is still a bit of anxiety about moving somewhere where i know no one and nothing and have no job waiting for me.
At the same time that unknown is somewhat exciting to me. And i have hope the move will result in positive change in my life. Hopefully the same happens to you.

And illness, shitty weather, and that feeling of wanting to take drugs but having to stop yourself can and often does lead to some depressive states.

Like i said before. Much love and a speedy recovery to you...<3
 
^Both? :D <3

I would, at the moment right now, take 2C-I if I was offerred one of the two....

Fucking headcolds suck, blocked nose, can't taste anything properly, coughng....bleh. Thats the result of treatng your body like a tissue.

Blegh, me need to smoke a pipe, get hungered...
 
im crving a trip for this weekend. I have a decent collection to choose from but am leaning towards 5 meo mipt or 2ci ecause its been a couple years since ive tripped properly of wither one of them.

Ive had plenty of LSD, psilacetin, DMT and 2cd in the last couple years so i feel like switching it up for a change.
And would rather not go with anything to powerful (2ce, DOx's).

Ill probably end up making my decision last minute, as i always do...


...feel better btw. seems like everyone is gettin sick recently.
I guess its just that time of year.
 
Potatoes are fail.

My kitty got in a fight with my neighbors' cat (who also fought my older cat) just a few hours ago :/ She was bleeding from her rear, but she's fixed, so unless he bit/scratched her there (:() IDK how that happened. She's OK otherwise.
 
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